End of day 12.
Sold my gaming PC and got a nice $2,400 for it. Honestly the guy that bought my PC kinda reinvigorated why I'm quitting gaming. Drove a nice car, probably in his 40s, but so socially inept and neurotic. He was so worried about parking it was weird. I've sold a lot of computer parts in my life and I will say that a lot of people I've met (gamers) are really freaking weird. Poorly socialized, rude, missing social cues, not the best hygiene and overall unkept appearance. I notice these traits in myself too especially when I get too sucked into a video game - my social skills definitely get rusty and I'm just suddenly less extroverted overall.
Was watching a Steve Jobs talk, just something motivational to get me through this craving period. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QYAnJ_QyCQg
What stuck out to me was Amor Fati. It seems yesterday I was 18. I had so many dreams. Then I was 22, I started to realize that my dreams might require a lot of work to achieve. Now I'm in my mid twenties and I am making good progress towards those dreams. I just need to have laser focus and video games are a hinderance to that. I want a life full of good friends, abundance, and a loving partner and family. Video games genuinely don't play into that lifestyle.
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