To be fair, it is not so much as what people did to me, but what people do to each other on a regular basis. As you said, we are all imperfect, including myself, but I guess my brain, due perhaps to my neurodivergence, tends to focus on the negative side of mankind. When I say that people are a disease, I include myself. In fact, I tend to have a worse outlook on my own personality compared to how I perceive others, and maybe I reflect my bad opinion of myself on those around me.
Anyways, Thursday recovered my steam account and played 43 minutes of Skyrim. Yesterday had an excellent day of WFO - worked really well using the pomodoro method, something I cannot do when working in the office (I would like to imagine the faces of my bosses if I stood up from my chair every 25 minutes, like I did yesterday), and played an additional 45 minutes of Skyrim. Today I woke up really inspired - took a shower, shaved, combed my hair and applied some hair wax to it, got dressed in a slightly more formal way, instead of my usual sweatpants + sweatshirt weekend style. Went out with family, filled my car's gas tank and tires, fed my cats, hanged some clothing to dry after taking out clothes that were already dry, washed some more clothes, made both beds - mine and my mother's, and finished my sixth book of the year.
And I will play Skyrim, not because I feel the compulsion to play, but because I really want to. I will apply the pomodoro method to my gaming session, and tell you how it goes.
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