Nope, I am not German. I am currently using a paid version of Lingolia to study grammar. Are you aiming to take some German exams like TELC/Goethe etc? Where do you live though?
I thought you were at 50 of Individuality?
But that is life man... It is not a movie :) But if you think of it, you are just achieving the same things in games, as you do in life (Leveling up after doing some work of gathering resources) the difference is, you make absolutely no impact on the world, well almost... Perhaps besides the people you play with.
Yes the climate gets worse, but who said that it is unsolvable? People like you and me (With a bit more of a work ethic probably) made planes, starships, lightbulbs, telephones etc, etc.
Wealth might be concentrated at the top 1% (Not sure about that, but I believe you) but that doesn't mean that with a few decades of hard work you can't also get there. That means though unplugging jealousy and working your ass off. I'm pretty sure that at the majority of those 1% if you read their biographies, you'd see that that is all they did.
People who inherit wealth and do not have the necessary skills to maintain it, don't hold on to it for long. Like lottery winners.
In any case it is not the wealth per se that counts, it is the daily work. Exactly the hormones you get from games, you can get from work. Once you are detoxed that is. That is what they were made for.
A couple hundred years ago there weren't any computers or TVs you know :)
Why would you feel suicidal because of things that do not depend on you? That is the only true madness here...
Hating the world for what it is... Accept it, it is not perfect it has positive sides and negative sides.
None of us is perfect.
If you want you can improve it one day at a time. You just need to concentrate on what can be done, instead of what is wrong.
I repeat, people created light bulbs planes and spaceships.
If you think the world is flawed (And it is. It is not perfect. Although I love it as it is) then you can make a contribution by devoting yourself to improving some one aspect. And maybe if you're a good boy serve to make an impact.
There is no objective meaning, that is right. But that is the beauty of it. You can choose your own.
I have to go to sleep now.
Just see the half positive cup of glass, and overcome the monkey brain trying to justify your getting back to games.
You have done great progress for 30/50 days or whichever number you have, no one will take that away from you.
The question is what follows... A life of meaninglessness and enslavement to viedeo games? Or work towards some higher purpose that you set to yourself.
Those are just some thoughts on paper. Feel free to disagree with anything I wrote and contradict openly.
I did not double think and just wrote my thoughts.
Great evening, and as @Pulse says: See you at the TOP :)
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