Day 62 Haven't gamed for sixty days. I have no cravings whatsoever. Cheers!

Day #1 As expected, I slept well without plans to cram game-time into the early hours. What I also should have expected was feeling like celebrating that with a gaming session. Lol As an alternative, I then mentally found myself trying to plan and confront problems that I'd ineffectively brushed to the side. GL, me. 

Entry 18.4 Day 93: No Useless Videos Day 925: Sticking to Food schedule Day 528: Eating Only between 06:30 and 19:00 (Last bite before 19:00) Day 76: Being in bed before 23:15 3 Things I did well no matter how small  -Wrokout in the sun -5 units of theory -11 conc. units 1 Thing I could do better -Keep looking for edamame without peel Gaming (Death, Slavery, Regret, Disease) - 5 Yan (Life, Individuality, Freedom, Purpose, Self-Fulfillment) - 94

I've just left a gaming-monster assignment unfinished, and further supplies un-gathered. As I prepared to sign off, a player named 'M Depressed' arrived with, it seemed, nothing to say. I typed in chat that in time, he would kick depression's butt, de-geared and clicked to go offline.  Things have been alright, but there was a handful of moments since our Summer ended that were too rough for my liking. Things like meaningful conversations and offline excursions were only bearable, either honest or otherwise. While I did frequently wonder where I was headed in life during the first* 90 days out of the game I've known for over two decades, it was better than and mostly devoid of such moments. I'll probably still have 'off' feelings and days, but if I detox again, I should at least have way more presence of mind and increasingly enjoy planet Earth. Day #0.

Entry 17.4 Day 92: No Useless Videos Day 924: Sticking to Food schedule Day 527: Eating Only between 06:30 and 19:00 (Last bite before 19:00) Day 75: Being in bed before 23:15 3 Things I did well no matter how small  -75% effort run -about 38 hrs fast -8 conc. units 1 Thing I could do better -Set the length of the conversation with father in advance, it seems he expected 1 hour wile I 30 minutes Gaming (Death, Slavery, Regret, Disease) - 5 Yan (Life, Individuality, Freedom, Purpose, Self-Fulfillment) - 93