Thursday morning, day 9: Basically spent Wednesday finishing reading that fiction novel. A lot of it revolves around music, but also the characters getting through ~50 years of life (1960s to 2010s), speeding up the years near its end. I don't really know its target audience, but I'm probably included; the author was born in 1950, so the timeline should have suited him at least. I'm now interested in what other people my age, as pre-adults, may have gone for in terms of entertainment that may have been too mature for them. I went for music and movies, while sticking to Harry Potter etc. at the same time. I had one moment where I considered the feeling of playing my first main profile on the problem game's re-release, almost to the point of my second, which should soon, too, be snug and boring in free-to-play status. The only thing a 'main' profile did was give a small sense of invulnerability: 'easy mode'. It would have reminded me of how I 'knew what I was doing' on the game, but had little real method or 'grit/patience'. But I shook my head after a couple of minutes - the thought occurring while washing up.  No real bad news, though early abstinence seems to be a fragile state of affairs sometimes. Relatedly, today I was waking myself up and hoping to get to the gym, but who should start text-monologuing me but Wheatbiscuit Senior? If I thought that making 'how are you' a mandatory conversational starting point every day would help, I would, but it seems all I can realistically try to do is put it from my mind until a reaction/response is no longer interesting. I've had to start psyching myself up again from zero for the day, after the demoralisation of that. On the plus, I swapped for a new book, something a bit humorous I think. I should probably be less hard on myself for the time being - everyone outside of my family tells me that, at least. ~ Matt Gratitude: ~ The book I just read was from a 'take one, leave one' park library; might check it out again and leave what I didn't the first time, plus this book, before trying to select another ~ Sun warmth ~ Checking my first main profile's statistics for memories, and a reminder of what playing it meant ~ I listened to myself this morning, unlike when going for yesterday's afternoon walk; that I shouldn't have forced myself onto popular streets while feeling anti-social

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Entry 16.7 Weeks until average life expectancy: 2770 (80th birthday) Day 182: No Useless Videos Day 1014: Sticking to Food schedule Day 617: Eating Only between 06:30 and 19:00 (Last bite before 19:00) Day 165: Being in bed before 23:15 3 Things I did well, no matter how small  - Afternon workout - 4 pomodoros - Making yet another lesson summary 1 Thing I could do better - Schedule blood test Gaming (Death, Slavery, Regret, Disease) - 5 Yan (Life, Individuality, Freedom, Purpose, Self-Fulfillment) - 184

Entry 15.7 written on 16.7 Weeks until average life expectancy: 2770 (80th birthday) Day 181: No Useless Videos Day 1013: Sticking to Food schedule Day 616: Eating Only between 06:30 and 19:00 (Last bite before 19:00) Day 164: Being in bed before 23:15 3 Things I did well, no matter how small  - 75% effort run - Fixed ublock origin - Having made a decision to take a few more classes to raise my chances of approval 1 Thing I could do better - Make time to call regarding the apartment Gaming (Death, Slavery, Regret, Disease) - 5 Yan (Life, Individuality, Freedom, Purpose, Self-Fulfillment) - 183

Still going strong(ish) Haven't played at all in 3 years. I still think about playing every single day. I still try to convince myself it'd be fine to break my streak. In the end, I stick to my guns and I'm much happier for it.