July 31, 20205 yr So the last couple of days I have reached this place where nothing matters. I have been trying to fill my time with Netflix, 3D modelling, sketching, digital art, writing, and reading. Suddenly a couple of days ago, I don't give a fig about any of it. Netflix? Not interested. Reading? I have a headache. 3D modelling? Nah, there'll be some roadblock I can't get through. Sketching? My last 5 drawings have that "fresh out of 2nd grade" vibe. So at the end of a full day of avoiding work, I now have literally nothing to do. Not looking for a list of activities here, I will just fail to be interested in them as well. ---=== On the bright side ===--- I did manage to take a walk today. Maybe if I wasn't toting around this food baby I'd feel better. We'll see. Also bright: I have not attempted to install any new games either. This is a break from my last attempt, where SWTOR and DCUO ate a month of my life. Strangely games lead the pack in terms of things I am uninterested in. Could this be the horse latitudes? That horrible doldrums where you think you're gonna die, but if you make it thru, you're in your New World? God, I hope so.
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