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  1. It was great. I had a great time with them.
  2. Day 7 I ended up waking up with a lot of back pain and I didn't do to much today. I just went out to eat for lunch and ended up watching 2 and a half hours of star wars the clone wars. That's about it for today.
  3. Day 6 I ended up working out with my friend for an hour. Then I went home took a shower and took an hour nap. Two other friends came over later and we went out to eat and came back to my house and sat by the fire pit for a couple of hours just talking about all kinds of things.
  4. I could look some stuff up. But this town and the other towns around me are really for retirement and for the people who work at the oil refinery's.
  5. Just remember how awesome you are everyday. You can do whatever you want to do if you put your mind to it. You are worth every more than you believe you are. Some days may be darker than other, but there are also light still in you and everybody. We can help people and change the world if we believe in our self. Anything could happen, we just have to be ready for it and to be able to see it in front of us.
  6. Welcome Andrew. You are in the right place.
  7. I remember this from my psychology class this past summer. It was interesting to me. I feel like this is correct because since i'm not so good with the second level of the triangle is messed up the other parts for me.
  8. I know how you feel David. I have done the same things that you have I spent 14 years out of my 20 years of life so far on games mainly or just on the computer in general. I used to spend about 14- 16 hours a day just playing any time of game, usually I would jump from one game to the other because I have ADD. Instead of spend the last few years with my mom as much as I could I was playing video games simply because I didn't want to see that she was in so much pain, but I did play football for her too. But now that she is gone I would have thought I would have stopped playing and taking college more serious than I am now. The problem is I can not take anything seriously. But now that I stop the addiction to games I have realized all the things I could have done differently. It is never too late to take your life back.
  9. This is a good start. You are at least doing more than I am at this point of my journey.
  10. Day 5. I ended up spending a lot of time with my family. i realized today that even thought I haven't played video games in 5 days I am still spending a lot of time on the pc. Also realized I have become lonely since I do not have a group of people to talk to everyday now. But oh well.
  11. I did tell her that, and she told me she doesn't talk about that type of stuff. Which she used to talk about that stuff. Then I called her out on one of her lies and she just called me a dick and didn't talk to me for a couple of days.
  12. So I've been talking to this one girl for about 3 months. All day everyday form 10 am to 2 am we would just text each other, and then sometimes we would call each other for 3 hours at a time. She would tell me everything and I would tell her things too we learned a lot about each other. So one day she said she wanted to cuddle and I said we could, and she said friends don't cuddle and I said we could be more than friends, and she said that I was a great man, and maybe we could in the far future, but she told me she wasn't ready for anything serious. She ended up calling me her best friend. I was fine with this for a while. Until I found out she was still in love with her ex that they apparently ended in a bad break up. So she is still in love with him. She does everything with him now, and tags him in relationship stuff. Then she says to me how much she loves him. But when I kept on asking her if she wanted to date she just said I don't know. Which is odd because usually you know if you like a person or not. But then right after she called me her best friend she just stopped all contact. Unless of course I start the conversation first. But then I have to wait about 8-9 hours before she decided to reply. She only starts something up when she need cheering up or when she is crying. But then when I ask her about it she doesn't want to talk about which annoys me because if you don't want to talk about it why send it in the first place? I don't know what I should do should I stop talking to her or start talking to her? My friends told me to break of the friendship they said she was just using me as a crutch when her and her ex have problems. I don't know why it came to this, we used to hang out a bit and she always enjoyed herself and wanted to do something again. But now she doesn't want to do anything anymore. This relationship at first made me so happy and I enjoyed life again. Just to have someone I could trust with everything and talk to all the time. But the weirdest thing happened she got really pissed off at me because I was sad, and disappointing that she didn't like me. She said I knew this would happen and then just stopped talking to me for a day. I tried to talk to her but she would say much it was a few words here and a few words there. I don't know it's just odd how she changed so suddenly.
  13. Day 4 I ended up taking that same old lady's cats to the vet to get their claws cut, and get their fly shots. Then I went to drop off some furniture to anther persons house, and I ended up talking to her for about 4 hours. I have not seen her in about 6 years and we caught up with each other, and how her grandson is going to college like me. Me and her grandson used to be really close but he moved off. Then I went out to eat to get lunch, and then went home to build a coffee table for my great grandfather to help out in his life, and now I am here typing this.
  14. Day 3 I ended up helping an old lady get grocery, and then I went to the mall to hand out with two of my friends it ended up being a pretty cool day.