NickScales

Couldn’t I make a living oh man… haha yes I could have figured something out but it wasn’t the life I wanted to live. Day number 2 is difficult today. It wasn’t for deactivating my accounts I might have lost already or would have been sitting right there telling myself don’t open the application. Waiting for it to get better 🙏

Hi everybody!! This is my first day of my commitment to be video game free. I was a professional league of legends player and hit grandmaster. Top .05% on the North American server and was the best player in the country at my specific champion. I worked hard and became obsessed with the game in high school and actually led my high school team to the California state championship. I’m now in college but have taken time off to learn how to program, and even though I’m making progress I find myself still chasing the high of playing against other league pro’s like I once did. Being competitive by nature, if I feel like I could have preformed better I tend to pour hours into the game to improve once again- even though I have other goals and aspirations. I’ve tried starting a business before and have had multiple short term girlfriends but no success in the long term. When I’m down I find myself urging to pursue league and remember how desperately I want to go pro, and it creates a cycle of gaming for days on end and forgetting about the world around me. I’m very excited to reach my goals in the future and this is the best way to start! Happy to join a thriving community like this one - cheers!