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  1. Day 3 (31st October 2019) Wow, I cant believe it is already the end of October Yesterday a bunch of my friends messaged me on Facebook It was good and sad talking from different people, it seems that that part of my life has truly ended Starting over is scary and a little isolating Howver I am grateful for this time that I am able on focus on things that has been on my crutches Today I decided to face the challenges that caused me to go into gaming and browsing, my clutter. I am currently setting up a goal for myself to start 15 minutes, nay 5 minutes at a time on the other hand, I am trying to learn to be okay with boredom, not engaging and trying to distract it. learn to be okay with the restlessness another thing I will try is to eat outside of my room, this can go on forver, this isolation, I will get better and get out of this
  2. Day 2 (29 October 2019) This proved A LOT harder than I expected. As soon as I made this though commitment to myself, I fell into a deep hard relapse mode. Binging hard on games and internet and everything else like there's no tomorrow. I feel so shitty although I managed to drag myself out to attend an interview. I am now back because I need to beat this sucker down. So day 2 here I am back and starting again,,,
  3. Day 1 (23rd October 2019) It's odd that playing one of those idle clicker game actually spurred me to see the pattern of how so far been spending my time ineffectively. Having been moved here, cooped up in my room is definitely not healthy. I missed two of my classes and I felt terrible. I would love to start and pick up books again, especially related o my studies. Today I am grateful: finding this community.
  4. Hi everyone, Pbaby here. I am trying to overcome the dissaticfaction I have experienced with my current life. I am trying to finish my study and struggling with various things of addiction, games being one of them. I would love to ultimately be productive and break free of the cravings of bad habits. Looking forward to my journey here
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