Day 43/90
@wheatbiscuit So I've recently moved house and it's a bit of a pain in the butt getting used to everything, it's kinda scary etc. Good for me, though, it's just that initial pain period that will eventually subside.
Sleep isn't too bad actually, which is good.
They do know, I have mentioned it briefly. I think just because I was so ready to give up games anyway, it has been a very easy process. But like I mentioned before, life seemed (and was) a lot simpler back then and I just remember feeling happier more often. I'm sure that will come back again in time, though.
Yes, I definitely agree with the affirmations, really for anything in life. I don't feel as though I need them so much for games now, at this point it feels like quitting games is academic, as is this journal - the goal has pretty much already been reached because I'm so checked out with games primarily because I don't have time to play them anymore. Okay yes you could argue 'will you be in the same position in a few months when your daily routine is solidified?', yes, there is that, but it would feel too much like going backwards rather than forwards, that's why I am majorly put off by playing them again. It's devolution.
Porn, on the other hand, is tricky to completely overcome because it's much more accessible than games are. With games you have to switch on the console, or install the game on whichever hardware you're playing on, then boot it up, config the settings, yada yada. Porn is like a couple of clicks and you're in. But again, I don't want to discuss that too much on this forum as it's primarily for video games.
I do need to get back to working out, again just been soooo busy with moving, work, etc.
Socialising has also been on the backburner, maybe that's why I brought up the 'accepting life will never be as good as games, but accepting it and quitting anyway'.
Thanks for the insights, a few solid points 👍👍
In terms of progress: All good, like I said before: Quitting games for me right now is academic, so it's very easy.
Onwards and upwards to tomorrow, see you all there!
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