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Two ,ore hacatons won, one job offer lost and two competitions lost i am here again)
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Thank you for this, i guess i will add more water in my day
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4 hours ago, Yan said:
From my experience sometimes drinking water reduces fatigue because it slow digestion temporarily. could it be that you ate a big meal and when you drank water it just slowed your digestion?( I'm not excluding the possibility that you were simply dehydrated, but just raising this digestion effect possibility to your awareness 🙂 )
Totaly it can be a thing. I eat big meals 1kg-1,3kg of food once twice per day
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I like how i have a choise and oppotinity and money saved not having to work for some more time. Its better then to work like this
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Yep, because of this company i only lost money/health/sleep/development time. Never try it again pure hell. You cant sit there or will be sanctioned. Nowbody explains howto do work properly. Nobody cares to help and answer
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ML[ 🫥 ]
Django[🫥 ]
HABIT GYM [ 0/3 ]
HABIT DAILY CODING [ 2/3 ]
FINDING JOB [ MORE HR MORE CONTACTS🤙 ]
3 things i did for a better life
- Attended a coding olimpiad
- Slept 10hr+ to recover from my mistakes( more on that later)
- Eated healthy and moderatly
1 thing i could do better
- Take a contact of a pretty girl i chatted with)
I was at big company working as an employee. Rules are u can leave whatever you want but there are sanctions for every mistake you make. I worked for 24hr-26hr straight because i wanded to earn money. But i earned around 40$ and was sanctioned for 80$... My bad i guess, SCAM comapany maybe. I am going to sleep and rest just small update how i am doing
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On 4/14/2024 at 5:06 AM, Pochatok said:
Do you do any mindfulness/meditation? Imo, it could be not the hydration, but that you're having trouble noticing that you're dehydrated. For me, a lot of my physical discomforts have lessened once I began listening to myself a lot more. Until then, I could never figure it out- was I eating too much, or too little; too early or too late?..
What it all came to was learning to hear what my body is telling me- b/c those needs change every day. Feeling dehydrated and overhydrated can appear very similar- it's listening deeper that guides me to the right responses to physical discomforts.
I do only meditation if i have free time to make my focus sharper if i am distracted or feel presured. I feel my body calls but rarely focus on them becase i have a lot to do and need to rezist pain and minor inconvinience
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On 4/13/2024 at 5:28 AM, Yan said:
-So was hydration the thing that was causing your fatigue? Is that what you think because after you drank the fatigue went away?
Yes, i think so because after i drank i started feeing better and finaly could stand up and achvi my goals
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On 4/13/2024 at 5:28 AM, Yan said:
-What is ML?
Machine Learning - a way to develop an AI, neural networks and etc. I am working right now on trying to know techology and undrestand how its working
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ML[ Small pandas learning ]
Django[ 🥶 ]
HABIT GYM [ 1/3 ]
HABIT DAILY CODING [ 3.3333333/3 ]
FINDING JOB [ Talked to interviewer ]
3 things i did for a better life
- Cooked healthy food
- Focused on prep for interview and !olimpiad
- Helped myself to hydrate and not suffer fatigue due to dehydration
1 thing i could do better
- I should focus more on hydration wasted one hour trying to find out what is causing fatigue
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17 hours ago, Yan said:
Super glad my format helps, stay awesome and let's keep getting 1% better every day, little by little 🙂
Lets go bro)
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ML[ 🥲 ]
Django[ 😟 ]
HABIT GYM [ 1/3 ]
HABIT DAILY CODING [ 5.5/3🤖 ]
FINDING JOB [ 🫥 ]
3 things i did for a better life
- Another part of analysys phew...
- Gym
- Eated good and healthy today (overeated a little bit)
1 thing i could do better
- Go code faster
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ML[ Very long way to go, cuda is working wrong but I tried ]
Django[ No progress ]
HABIT GYM [ 0/3 ]
HABIT DAILY CODING [ 2/3 ]
FINDING JOB [ Will work today ]
3 things i did for a better life
- Tried to finish science article
- Worked with some datasets
- Bought for books about business, dating and manipulation
1 thing i could do better
- Solid day, not the best and not the worst, maybe 1 more of coding tasks
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5 hours ago, Yan said:
Things I did right, no matter how small.
-Bank appointment to cancel mom's access to my bank account
-Completing all remaining tasks, even though i made 0 sales and it felt hard for the psyche. And even getting to speak with some hot prospects 🙂
-A bit more than 70 minutes run, even though i forgot to take my better shoes, and even though i was doing some damage to my leg I guess, it is still better than no run
1 Thing I could do better
-Still in some cases the timer was forgotten. It could have made things even fasterNo, I was talking about two sections of your daily post).
Was to hammered yesterday with work so sometimes I could not say what I want
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we finished 3rd. Erned some quick 80$! Not gonna lie was worth it. Now sleep will return to good old format tommorow-
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20 hours ago, Pochatok said:
I need to re-form my life again. Even if it is feeble and unstable of a vision, I need to have one.
Great words! I 100% agree on those. If you have a plan you are knowing where are you heading)
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On 4/8/2024 at 5:35 AM, Yan said:
-Completing leg and chest workout
Are you going in gym or doing it home? Just curious)
Also great 2 sections I tryied it and it helps to think in more positive way)-
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On 4/7/2024 at 4:49 PM, Pochatok said:
I'm curious, do you have a clear goal set for this? Imo, it's a lot less to stop scrolling when you have a goal rather than a limit. A limit is something like "stop after 10 profiles" whereas a goal is "continue until I find 2 profiles that resonate with me". It re-frames the ending/ceasing of the activity as desirable rather than forced.
That's how I browse social media- look out for 3-5 helpful posts that I "save for later" (and sometimes revisit). There is no doom scrolling b/c I am seeking very specific things. If I cannot find any helpful posts for some time, I tend to quit b/c of frustration.
Unfortunately, deep inside I have a unsolved issue. I WANT to date a girl but I don't really know which I am seeking and also I couldn't guarantee her a protection, shelter or something like this, so that's why I am going for dating sites only as form of relax or / and relief after my day of work on myself. So even if the girl is good, either one of two things will happen. If she is not interested, she will skip, else I ll start conversation but it won't go any further unfortunately. I am there just to prove a point, that while I keep working on myself more and more girls will come by, and its really is proving. More over, now I understand how it works and why only 10% of men are considered worthy by girls.( Because I made a girl fake account to check on other man profiles).
So, for now it's form of talking and flirting, without risking to make anyone catch feeling with me from my closer circle. With my ex, I understood that no girl should be number one priority. You should have only one consistent thing - YOU. Only you and your achievement are crucial, presents, quality time or even money can compensate your weakness. Money can( in a sort of way) but I don't want such relationship . So first make yourself, and then make a wise choice is my plan here.
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Hackathon day 1. Working at max capacity. hoping to do achieve something
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ML[ 🥺 ]
Django[ 😭 ]
HABIT GYM [ 2/3💪]
HABIT DAILY CODING [ 1/3 I forgot 🥴]
FINDING JOB [ 🥴 ]
3 things i did for a better life
- Joined Summer school contest
- Eated healthy
- Rested
1 thing i could do better
- Stop scrolling on dating app and go sleep
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ML[ 🥺 ]
Django[ Don't remember maybe did something ]
HABIT GYM [ 2/3💪]
HABIT DAILY CODING [ 0/3 ☠️ ]
FINDING JOB [ Registered for another Test round ]
3 things i did for a better life
- Worked in a rain so I can make more money after gym, even tho it was not pleasant
- Took food from home
- Made 1 priority to get dinner and gone sleep. Thanks to that, I got asleep at 1.30 am.( Could be a lot worse, since I finished shift at 11:37pm
1 thing i could do better
- Maybe somehow squeeze in my shudule 5 coding tests
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50!
ML[ Registered for ML course find two more courses ]
Django[ Worked one more app😀 ]
HABIT GYM [ 1/3💪]
HABIT DAILY CODING [ 5/3 🧠 ]
FINDING JOB [ 🫥 ]
3 things i did for a better life
- Didnt pay any attantion to ex provocations
- Took food from home
- Started solving coding pazzles on lectures and seminars without anythong else going on
1 thing i could do better
- At the eveinign i had a terrible stress due to not doing anything and had a guild. Started meditaiting only after 6 hrs of stress if done before would save a lot of time and mental powers. Stressed out cuz no money left for this week(only 5$ left) but while saing this i found sites for testing so i can earn some money there maybe
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ML[ 🥺 ]
Django[ 😭 ]
HABIT GYM [ 1/3💪]
HABIT DAILY CODING [ 9/3 🧠 ]
FINDING JOB [ 🥴 ]
3 things i did for a better life
- Went to donate blood
- Convinced friend to repay me a loan
- Mental Workout
1 thing i could do better
- Save more money
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ML[ Progress ]
Django[ Progress ]
HABIT GYM [ X/3 ]
HABIT DAILY CODING [ X/3 ]
FINDING JOB [ PROGRESS ]
3 things i did for a better life
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I am again having an urge to play games. I finally got some things together but it returns. Dont know what to do