Frozen Turkey

Oh man thanks buddy :-)

I live in San Jose. Lived there my whole life!

Hello, my name is Shaw. I am a 20 year old Californean dude, who enjoys a lot of things, but mainly le art of gaming. I have played a variety of games for nearly a decade. Gaming has been an addiction of mine for ages and to this day I still play games, some of which I DO NOT EVEN ENJOY. So why do I play them? It's how I escape reality, because quite frankly, I don't know how to face reality. Here's the worst part of it all. I lead a clan of about 100 people and I have led them for nearly three years now. I don't know how my clan members and ranks will respond when I tell them I am quitting. Concurrently, I do not want my clan to close due to me being gone. I want someone to carry the legacy, but there isn't anyone who is capable for the job. I just would not be able to forgive myself for abandoning them either. But I do want change. I want change in my life. I want to experience life to its fullest and playing games and rotting away on a chair isn't going to change anything. I have tried to quit in the past, but I've failed miserably every time. And so here we go again.