I think that today I finally realized that gaming has ruled my life for too long. I am about to turn 30. I have achieved little with my life. I cant find a job, I have no qualifications or skills to help me find a job, because I spent my life gaming. I want to stop. I want to get my life back.
I finally have a girlfriend after all these years and already I see myself wanting to play games rather than be with her. I would like to marry her but I cant support here because, as stated above, I dont have a job. Things need to change.
Sad thing is, I have no "game plan". I guess I was never ready to accept that I had a problem.