Stanly Kwok

21 October 2020 (Day 1) : Didn't realize it has been 1 month since I stopped writing journals. I came back to playing games, but at the same time, got my financial and work life to be much better than previously. Not sure how I'm going to go next, play games seldom, or not playing games at all.

21 September 2020 (Day 51) : No playing video games, no watching professional e-sports games.

20 September 2020 (Day50) : Skills that I was supposed to cultivate during my teenage years (social skills, career skills) are getting a lot better now. I could see where I'm going, especially in the next 5 - 10 years. Not playing games helps clear a lot of doubts of my future and finally work on something meaningful. No playing video games, no watching professional e-sports games.

I don't know how friendships form in your culture, but in my culture, when I was in school, you would find a lot of people forming friendships in groups. I used to hang out a lot with my group, that consisted of like 12 people. As I grew up, I found that some of them are just toxic and if I don't like some of the people of the group, I'd have to pretty much leave everyone. That was really hard for me, and it's worth it. Thank you for your reply though.

19 September 2020 (Day 49) : Social skills getting better. Leaving behind old friends and finding new, more positive friends. No playing video games, no watching professional e-sports games.

18 September 2020 (Day 48) : No playing video games, no watching professional e-sports games.

17 September 2020 (Day 47) : No playing video games, no watching professional e-sports games.

16 September 2020 (Day 46) : No playing video games, no watching professional e-sports games.

15 September 2020 (Day 45) : No playing video games, no watching professional e-sports games.

14 September 2020 (Day 44) : No playing video games, no watching professional e-sports games.

13 September 2020 (Day 43) : No playing video games, no watching professional e-sports games. Decided to completely stay away from playing and watching video games. I will probably be talking about the dangers and issues of playing video games too much, especially for the youth, in the future 👍.

12 September 2020 (Day 42) : No playing video games, just watching professional e-sports games.

11 September 2020 (Day 41) : No playing video games, just watching professional e-sports games.

10 September 2020 (Day 40) : No playing video games, just watching professional e-sports games.

9 September 2020 (Day 39) : No playing video games, just watching professional e-sports games.