Okay so I came to the realisation that this once fun hobby is now an unhealthy obsession and I need to quit.
I used to be prone to physical outbursts when I was younger, but that stopped after a whole. All of a sudden I found myself throwing my headset across the room today and smashed a glass to pieces.
I realised that this is no longer something I enjoy. I'm 19 years old and I'm smashing my devices around at 10pm waking my whole family up because I died in a video game.
Came across the Reddit for quitting games and made an account here, starting tomorrow I'm gonna focus more on other things I enjoy like coding Arduino and learning languages. Gonna actually make myself useful.
Cheers for hearing me out if anyone reads this.