NEW VIDEO: I Quit MMOs and THIS Happened
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On 9/12/2018 at 12:20 AM, Cam Adair said:
Welcome to the forum!
Thanks ! I think you are incredible ?
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On 9/11/2018 at 1:26 PM, JustTom said:
Good decision to start a journal, it will help you with consistency tremendously. I also played sc2 a lot, it's crazy how the community is motivating itself to push for higher rank, to improve, believe in yourself, ignore the nay-sayers, work hard every day, research strategy, hustle, don't falter if you are on a losing streak etc. And yet all this is just to gain an arbitrary rank that nobody cares about. Although these are good skills to use in real life, I find it so bizarre how delusional the starcraft community is about where to apply them.
I never cared about my rank, sure it was fun to try and see how good I was, but to me it was about the excitement I would get from trying new strategies.. It just feels so f*%$ing good to play!!!!!
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Hello. Yesterday was Day 1 of not playing SC2, It was really hard, because my bf is away, and all I wanted to do was play.
I sent emails to Battlenet requesting to delete both of my accounts, and spent 15 minutes hovering over the SC2 Download link so I could play just.. one.. more.. game..!
As soon as I came to terms with me not playing Starcraft anymore, it was like relief swept over me, like i allowed myself the opportunity to think about working on my never ending To-Do list.. ( I live in a forest house and have both work related and maintenance related tasks that stack up.
I need to stop doddling and be more productive in general. I have so many books that I keep saying I will read, but instead play starcraft until I can't keep my eyes open...
Day 2.
Woke up excited to do this. Read my book today. Going for a hike now.
Self Care Goals:
Read more books!
Hike 2-3 x a week
Stretch daily
Body weight excersizes to get swole!
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Just 1 more game! Ex SC2 addict....
in Daily Journals
Posted · Edited by bellatrix
Day 4
Do the cravings ever go away?
They are just cravings now, I cannot act upon them... I read somewhere that if you tell people about your plans to break a bad habit, it helps, because you don't want to let them down. So in this case, i've let my partner know I will be playing no more!
I want to so badly play some more 1 v 1. I've mostly every played 3v3 or 4v4 and just last week I started 1v1 and it was super fun, and I wish I could do more of it....
OK Back to work.