[OH YEAH OH YEAH ONCE AGAIN]

You are awesome! Thanks for sharing!

[33 Days passed + Account Deletion]

Hey people,

Today I passed 33 days without gaming. I  track my days with Coach.me.

This also means that my requests for account deletion have gone through. It feels kind of weird to celebrate that, but it really has been a heavy step.

My Steam Account probably was worth several thousands of dollars as well as my Blizzard Account (german only sorry). I don't even want to know exactly what I have invested in those platforms.. It freaks me out. This was a really extreme but necessary move. Even if I wanted I would not have the motivation to start from 0 again.

At the moment I don't have any cravings for gaming and having stopped gaming completely really helps me focus on studying for my upcoming exams.

Stay strong guys and win the day! Day by day!

 

 

[I sold and deleted everything!!]

Hey folks,

I passed 7 days without gaming. During this time I was pretty busy with selling all of my consoles, all of my games and even my gaming pc..

Not only that. I even requested account deletion for my steam, battle.net and PlayStation Account. I would have never thought I could make this step.

But after all this sets me up for a new chapter of life.

Thank you guys.

[Today is the day.]

Hey Blazing Man,

Yes I do! And I am glad about that. I have been playing Team Handball for 12 years now. If I haven't had that for almost my entire life, things would be much worse now.

Also when I first started my detox I joined a local gym and I go there regularly with some friends.

My problem is the boredom at home. I can't motivate me to start studying for my tests at the end of the semester. Usually when I had to study, I gamed. For hours. Motivation is the big thing I am working on right now.

[Today is the day.]

Today is the day.
I already uninstalled all my games back in January, and I stayed strong for 60 days. Then I relapsed. I went back to a life of lies. I started lying to my family and my gf again.

I was even lying to myself. Everytime I actually wanted to study for university I gamed. It was destroying me.

I can't even think about how much money I spend for gaming..
If I wouldn't have spent it in the first place for games and stuff I would be so much more independent today.

But it's enough. Today I am going to have my battle.net and Steam account deleted. I am going to put my consoles on eBay.

And I invested in this decision by purchasing Respawn.

 I am glad there is this website where I find people who have the same problem.

And I am looking forward to quit gaming with all of you.