Huh... what day is it? 25? Anyway. Yeah, the end of the month. I had no internet connection other than those odd hours to wake up. Right now it is 1.32 AM here. Mm... I've (been forced to) upgrade to windows 10. Next step would be Linux I suppose. On the other hand, dental problems. I'm always having these headaches and apparently it is caused by my teeth.
Let's be positive. I really don't think that I could do meditation. The benefit is really good. But it is really scary to mess with my own head (with guided meditation). I wonder how the sport athlete do their meditation or mind training. Then again, my reference is from manga.
Damn. To be aware of each of my words, to select the word whether if it is positive or negative words... Is it wrong to try to eliminate negative word from my mind vocabulary? So... this one is not positive at all. It gives me feeling of discouragement, like I'm in spiral of failure. Mm... I don't really want to experiment with my head, to be honest. But without experimenting, I won't have progress.
I'm planning nothing special today. I wonder, how to have integrity? I am kind of going with the flow guy. I rarely make plans for what I've done, instead just tackling whatever problem in front of me.
Who would it be? Any famous person huh. I don't have one coming to mind...
The alive famous person, I have little interest in them. If they are dead, what I know is only from writings. Let's pose this answer to people in this criteria: Any statistician who had been immortalized by their knowledge, methodology, etc. The question is: How can you bear the weight of knowledge? I am not sure, knowing that I can easily screw with lives with my decision. The expectation that I have to be always right, that kind of thing?
@Primmulla The problem is that the fiction includes other kind of fiction (fan fiction, web fiction)? Those two kind of fiction is extremely accessible, and its quality is not really QCed. Anyway, As I've said, there is no way fiction is bad. This is I always agree with you. But,I consider many things that was done excessively bad. The excessiveness (what should be the word for this?) is what I want to control/moderate. For relaxation, I still have my music, either guitar or piano. I never had problem with gaming, @hycniejsy, I already used rescuetime for that purpose. If the data can be extracted though... is it? ___________________________________________________________________________________ Miharu's Log - Day 17 So. What do you want to know? I major in statistics. I don't think that statistics is my passion. To be honest, I am more interested in data analysis part in statistics, instead of statistics in its wholesome. I am grateful though for all the knowledge the lecturer taught me. Let's turn this into AMA for this day.
@Primmulla yes. There is nothing wrong with fiction. The problem is me. I am so addicted to reading fiction that I placed it quite high in my priority list. Once I got my hand on a reading material, I procrastinate everything until I read it, or stopped somewhere when I am too tired to read. In fact, I enjoy reading stories or gaming that when I was in exam period, I still read. The problem is moderation. I think it evokes my brain chemistry the same way gaming to me. I have no urge to game. But the desire to read is more pronounced. ___________________________________________________________________________ Miharu's Log - Day 16 Let's see. I don't know what to write. recommend me a topic that is not too private?
Eh... even the reddit one? How about making it into a ritual? Try it for 90 days, at the same time each day, at the same location? Like making a habit, make a cue for writing time. Make sure you're conscious enough for the task.
Should I continue writing this daily, anyone? To be honest, I never wrote a journal before. Let's see. May target: Relearn SQL and relational database and OODB -- Learn SQL [COMPLETE] -- Learn relational database and OODB [0%]
What I've done in may: Completed a basic course in Ruby, JS I began collecting data of my computer usage. Considering that I use computer for average over 14 hours everyday (including android), I think this data would be beneficial to me. Well, I think I am obsessed with personal analytics right now. What I want to infer from this data is: 1. My cycle of Rest - Work - Fun. first, optimizing rest. I have not had time to experiment with this one. Maybe this project should be delayed. 2. My focus length. I am thinking of building my own personal analytics. The data I've gotten from rescuetime is good for cursory information. Though, I cannot use that for analysis (that's for pro feature). It is also scary to entrust this kind of data to others. Making mobile support, with voice recognition as a way to log too. Wish me luck, ok?
What I lack: Personal development. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I should plan for June target then. On june, I want to learn about android app development(tentative).