Day 87. Last day of house work. It's the weekend. I'm absolutely exhausted. 3 more days until 90 days is done and I can give myself a big ol' pat on the back.

Hello Game Quitters Members.   I forgot to make a update at the end of March or the last day of March. All well.   Yeah I am more and more quiet offline and online where I am more peaceful similar to bird chirping on a sunny day mentally in my head. I am still focusing on myself and taking care of the things that I need to take care of by myself (which I already prefer anyway to do for a long period of time before 2020 to present day). I don't care in what is going on outside of my house. I only care what is going on with my own life and my own personal and professional growth for a long period of time. I am still not playing any video games still since 2021 due to fully focusing on the house remodel that been going on since before 2020. My reasons have expanded for a long period of time such as personal and professional reason to help my Mom to remodel this house and I also don't have to worry to move somewhere else in general for a limited time in general while abandoning the house myself while having a highly successful entrepreneur career.   Life is going to be great for me as I say multiple times already. Because I learned life is mostly a mental game for me, I don't know about anyone else though. I do understand athletes where they need to be mentally strong where they have to perform their best in general in the professional athlete world as rookies and as players past their rookie season in general.   I got this.

Ommmmmm It’s time to get game sober again. Those words are sad. I’m not at a horrible rock bottom. I have maybe gamed for 3 hours in the past month. But I feel the need to post here as it still feels too hard without any support to stay game sober   So I’m gonna delete sell and put away all the gaming stuff I can. At my job I’ll see about not gaming with clients and finding a replacement behavior. Yes I was getting paid to game.      It’s all to sacrifice to the altar of my dreams. I know what I want, gaming is in the way right now and posting here is my solution. It’s the only way to get my power level over 9000 as far as I know.   mhmmm    Alright let’s just give it our best shot!   Some words of encouragement:   Dont settle for less than your best! Never give up no matter how many low days or hard times there are. How many times you fall and fail. Get back up. Cut bleeding bruised and broken. You WILL get back up and cross the finish line. You will find the fire within you, tend to it and achieve greatness in this lifetime. If you’re still breathing there’s still a chance!!!!!   So get up and go after your dreams. With all you got. One day at a time, you’re be step at a time, progress not perfection

Entry 3.4 Day 78: No Useless Videos Day 910: Sticking to Food schedule Day 513: Eating Only between 06:30 and 19:00 (Last bite before 19:00) Day 61: Being in bed before 23:15 3 Things I did well no matter how small  -4 pomodoros at the very least once more =/ -Completing pomodoro output goal just barely -40-ish hour fast 1 Thing I could do better -Call more driving schools to compare prices Gaming (Death, Slavery, Regret, Disease) - 5 Yan (Life, Individuality, Freedom, Purpose, Self-Fulfillment) - 78

Day 86: same update! half of the work was done on monday and tuesday, the other half is being done tomorrow. so every night has just been busy moving things around to prep for all of it. no time to think about games but I don't think I would be thinking about them anyways. new book: red rising. great so far. 4 more days until 90 day detox is complete