Hey Andrew good new post I quit porn too and masturbating 

Hi Amphibian i really like your idea to do good deeds for others to heal your own addiction as well as helping others of course  

Hey man good job continuing to post. I know it might not feel like it all the time but, posting here means you’re trying to help yourself out of the self destruction. I’m sorry we have these addictions that hold us back from more fully living. Let’s keep working hard to make it better together

I am attractive. I don’t blame anyone or anything for my suffering, for my addiction. I was dealt a very good lot in life by my estimates. I’m tall handsome athletic intelligent etc. I have the addiction gene. I didn’t have a good family but, all in all I’m grateful for what I got. Thanks for your support. Most journals are blobs of text from what I find so I don’t really feel it’s a negative thing or needs changing. Just the style I and many people use. I’m not much of a concise writer on these.    I think you’re projecting your own insecurities on to me. Do you feel that it's the world's fault that you're not attractive and that's why you have a worse lot in life and why you game/gamed?  

Something about online recovery forums attracts some pretty harsh comments I’ve noticed. I mean I am here for my own recovery predominantly. I just wish people could be kind and supportive towards me. I don’t really heal from people saying harsh things to me or about my writings here. I don’t think that helps me. then I just post endlessly alone…. Yes that’s honestly how it is here and on nofap.com even writing nofap I feel like I’m scared someone’s gonna pop up and attack nofap.    Still it’s better to deal with that sort of thing than people who are being ten times worse in online video games. The trolls and the toxics in games are just a mess. Even the most healthy gamers I’ve played with like it’s still not a healthy environment for me to be in. this is much better for my health. As much as I really don’t fucking like posting here. I guess I got to or I’ll fall off the wagon all over again