[No Games, No Reddit. play_time_is_over.]

Today I went on a date! My first date in over 2 years  She was a nice girl but I'm not sure I am attracted to her too much, we'll see how it goes.

I went to the gym with my uni friend and signed up to his gym so we can be gym buddies. We did 300 leg reps, that was fun. 

I then went back to his house and played super smash brothers with him. Do I consider this a relapse? ABSOLUTELY NOT!!! I rarely play that game and he destroyed me, we only played 4 rounds but I got bored and went home. 0 desire to play games.

Yes I installed steam which I agree is a very risky move. However a lot of my steam friends are avid map makers and I'm actually really enjoying making models for them. My career goal is to develop interactive 3D environments. Basically I love everything about games except for playing them - but I know that a lot of people in the industry rarely play games themselves. For uni I'm creatin a VR app in Unity. I'm learning to code in unity and getting good at modeeling in 3DSMAX. My map maker friends motivate me to keep making content, but at the moment I have no desire to join them in their games.

 

[No Games, No Reddit. play_time_is_over.]

Hey guys. I haven't played a video game in 73 days and I haven't been on Reddit in 9 days.

I used to use reddit as my journal but it became too distracting and time consuming, addicting, much like video games.

I want to quit video games, as I say this though I am also learning how to code games in Unity. I want to develop VR apps. Some of my best memories are making maps for games, I love concept art, 3D modelling and designing game mechanics - I just hate playing games. I would like to have a career in the development of games or 3D interactive environments (mainly VR).

Other than games I've been going to the gym a lot and leaned down to about 12% body fat. Aiming for 10. Currently weigh 85kg at 6'4". Stronger everyday.

I don't desire to be godly with women but I definitely want to get better. I've only been with 4 women and would like to get to 30 before I'm 30 years old.

I am a huge nerd, I love warhammer, fantasy novels and stories, building video game maps etc. However I know nerds generally don't have the best life so I'm dedicating some time away from all my distractions to focus on building a business, getting ripped in the gym and building my social confidence. 

I just re-installed steam because while I don't want to play any games I miss talking to my map maker friends and want to share my unity creations with them as well. Anyway, if I end up installing a game I will delete steam again.