I think I played because I wanted to escape real life problems more so and felt that there was a soical connection with video games.  It was not until I noticed people moving away from video games that I started to feel depressed and wanted that social connection again though I never built the skill to make friends.     So I escaped to video games hoping online matching and stuff would help but nothing did, I instantly became bored with them because I thought maybe it just the new video games we