hey everyone , my name is reza and i am from iran  and i am 20 years old. i dont know that ever happened to you , but there is nothing worst than  being jealous of yourslef in past . in the past i had great grades in school , i had great social communication , i was so popular , i played karate and score in pro level for 2 diffrent teams and many more positive things in my life . and by the past i mean when i was 14-15 years old , back to 6 years ago my familly had some really bad issues that i