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  1. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic Grieving   

    I noticed the same effect for me with single player RPG games... There were times where I could binge a game for a week or so and then *poof*  from one day to the other all the motivation and lust for that game was just gone. I hardly ever finished a game... in my life, same goes for books and even movies and series to some extend. Even if they were super exiting
    I still don't know why that is so.
    Still I doubt moderation is in any way possible for me at this point of my life. I still procrastinate important tasks way too much. At least programming turned out to be something fun and scratching that "game itch" for some odd reason
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  2. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic Ring’s Journal   

    Poland is definitely worth a visit and sadly often gets overlooked when people visit europe. No offense but the whole "Paris London and one obligatory italian city" tour many tourists do when they visit us here is kinda sad really  
    But enough off topic I absolutely love your "gratefull" list. There is a lot of energy in beeing thankfull! 
    I once red a great article about thankfullness in a blog I follow (sadly in german only) and I already notice some of the effects
    Thankfull people are aware of what they have and less likely to get depressed and frustrated.
    Thankfull people are able to plan more effectively
    and Thankfull people are more patient.
    So keep doing this "ritual" of writing what you are greatfull for Ring its great!
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  3. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic The Daily Bullshit of Flowie   

    Hello Florian
    good to have you with us here.
    A few tipps for the beginning.
    Make sure to set yourself goals you can achive realisticly and in the given time so that you actually see some progress. I dont know about your workout routine but workout everyday sounds pretty hard for me - if you mean going to the gym.( I would even go so far and say its not healthy to go there everyday since the body needs a day or so to recover from time to time)
    My next advice would be to make these goals more clear and trackable.
    "to get more self-esteem" for example
    sounds nice but what does it actually mean? What do you want to do to GAIN this new self-esteem? Are there any ideas in your head? Because otherwise in a week or so you will look at your goals and feel very indifferent because its hard to really tell if you made any progress... and a gamers brain wants that feeling of progresion you want to see that you improved.
    I fell for that trap in the beginning! I gave myself way to "open" goals and way to many. After I started to formulate much more focused and clear goals it got a lot better.
    Sorry if I went a litte overboard in my post! If its too much just tell me
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  4. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic Ring’s Journal   

    Hey Ring
    short question: What do you mean when you write "failed" behind your list?  Like you failed to do it?
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  5. Streuselsturm added a topic in Main Room   

    Space engine...
     TL dr: I tried out space engine and I am not sure if it's considered to be harmfull or harmless.
     I love space... I loved it before it quitted and I still love it today. Everytime I think about the problems that I can not change in this world (war, suffering, corruption, evil humans doing evil human things, destruction of our world) I just remember how unbelievably huge the universe is and it fills me with this odd feeling of calm and consolation.
    One of the games I loved to play during my days was one where I would fly a spaceship. Yes.. I know escaping reality
    But I also really loved the idea of exploring the universe. Watching planets and suns. Diving through the rings. Shooting stuff was never the "fun" part for me.
     When I quitted gaming I of course quitted this game too. And I am on my 103 day of being clean. I don't want to change that.
    Still this urge to get back into space is strong in me. I watched a ton of videos about it mostly scientific stuff also some TedX talks about colonising Mars you name it. I can read wikipedia articles about planets all day.
     I am very sad about being part of the generation that was “too late to discover anything new and too early to explore the stars”
    Yes earth is beautiful and worth exploring too but it's not where my passion lies.
     Now I discovered the simulation space engine and I decided to carefully try it out. When I fired it up for the first time i felt very VERY indifferent. The main menu looks very gamey there is even the "player" option.
    After trying it out I am still not sure...
    The good thing is it's very scientific and I can explore the universe to my heart's content without limits. And there is no gamey interaction. No highscores no game rules. No enemys to shoot at no credits to gain.
    But at its core it still has this  game feeling... and I sometimes worry if I do waste my time flying through space… Instead of doing something more productive.
     My father suggested to me that I should by a telescope if I want to see space... But telescopes are expensive... And there is hardly a day with no cloudy sky where I live. We just married and I am the only one earning money in our relationship. My wife and me want to fly to indonesia again soon and visit much of asia. So in other words money is kind of a hot topic at the moment.
    but maybe I am just trying to find excuses.
     I will end this very random post with asking what you guys think about it. Do you consider space engine harmfull? Or is it a tool just like google maps/earth?
      I will not post a link to space engine because I don't want to trigger anyone here (google it if you want it's easy to find). However I will leave you with a very beautiful piece of ambient music
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  6. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic Army of one   

    Half way there and things are looking good!  Keep going Kiki
    maybe if you want to you can post some of the designs for the boardgame on the forum? I am super curious
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  7. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic Ring’s Journal   

      - Behaviors I would like to change
    Lazy. Forgetful. Lack of Attention.
    These were changing very quickly when I started my detox. Around 2 weeks in me (and my surroundings) immediately noticed the difference.
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  8. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic Introduction   

    Welcome to the community
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  9. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic Im New, a Few Words and a Few More   

    Welcome to the community 
    As many others have said there is a lot of information about your problem in the forums. You may also want to watch cams videos where he tackles most if not all of the typical quitting issues 
    Last but not least if you can spare some bucks " respawn" cams book is a very good tool for those who want to quit and need some better guidance.
    Heck I still read it after my 90 days
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  10. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic Army of one   

    I have the same problem when sitting in a bus I cant read. But I am kinda glad because that keeps me from checking my phone all the time.
    Audiobooks are great but I dont know how well they work for learning to draw
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  11. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic how to boost studying time   

    These are all excellent points! I just want to add one!
    Take your time for breaks and if possible use the breaks to move your body or even better get outside for some fresh air. There are certain limitations to our brain and it can only focus for so long. Taking a break (no cellphone ) will help regenerate that learning energy.
     For me I try to do a short break every 25 - 40 minutes and a longer break every 2 hours or so.  
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  12. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic Yeah...   

    Ashley the fact alone that you are ABLE to see your problems is a great start. And in my book, "failing" twice yet still coming back admitting it and asking for advice is the trait of a determined strong willed person
    Admitting failure takes a ton of willpower to yourself and to others.
    Do not give up! You ARE making progress even if it may not seem that way. Cam also relapsed pretty hardcore  and yet look what he was able to build. Time is the key. Take your time - realize that this is a process that needs time and that we all have our own pace!
    Keep fighting
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  13. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic I got the 90 days   

    Thank you for all the kinf words. I expanded my detox until the end of the year and will celebrate again once I got there
    And yea the pic is really cool made my day
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  14. Streuselsturm added a post in a topic Ello you cunts   

    Words of wisdom!
    I fell for the same trap during my detox and instead of feeling like I achieved something I started to get really frustrated since I was focusing too much on the negative side.
    What helped me was tackling each goal in baby steps setting me up for easy succes and just enjoy every evening with the feeling of "one more day where I was strong"
    Oh yes and welcome to the community
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  15. Streuselsturm added a topic in Celebrate   

    I got the 90 days
    Wow... what a journey. I am still far away from getting my life straight but DAMN does it feel good to have the reminder pop up in your calendar telling you "If you didn't play any video games until now you DID IT - How do you feel?"  I felt like a champion for the rest of the schooltime
      Most of my experiences I already wrote them in my 71 days post. But it got better these last days. I participating in a scholarship for becoming a trainer for nursing (dunno the english words) and I noticed that I can focus a lot better in class. Still I do daydream but it's not as bad as it used to be and I actually look forward to do my homework for the first time in my life + I definitely plan to not do them on the last day before the deadline.
     Oh  my accountabel partner drew this really REALLY awesome picture for me thank you SO much you absolutely rock
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