Day 3: Ghosts that haunt me Hey guys. It is my third day and it already got hard for me. Probably because it's weekend. I used to fill my spare time between tasks ( if there were any! ) by gaming. Sucks guys. It turns out, I have a problem I didn't know about. I am sometimes feeling numb, bored and tired at the same time. I recall that I always picked up games when this occurred. I have noticed that i should raise awareness about world about me. I enjoy things more when I am more aware about them. I no longer enjoy small things. I have decided to keep a mini journal about small thoughts I have about world. Mostly because those thoughts disappear without a trace moment's later. I still can't accept that I will not play games in following games. It bugs me. I cant keep myself occupied because of this numb feelings. As always, visit my post on the first page for my tables update. Please comment on them. Do you like them? Is there anything i could change about them? Dere.