grengen

Thanks for the reply I took a long walk, and i feel more in control now. What really helped me about your post was reminding me of the choice i've made. I chose to quit games because it was a destructive force in my life. But of course i'm gonna want to play, i've played games my whole life so this is new for me. My family and friends don't understand why i want to quit, they think gaming is a harmless hobby for me. So it's nice to not have to explain my self here. I will not play games today!

Today i woke up, and i wanted to play morrowind. I want to start a new game and ignore all the quests and just live in a hut, do alchemy and go exploring in caves. It would be nice and relaxing. I've gone 14 days without gaming now, and i know that if i relapsed the enjoyment i would get from games would be thrice-fold from before i quit. My whole body is fixed to morrowind and i see images in my mind of the adventures i would have. What should i do? I'm on the verge of relapsing.