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ashellofhell

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  1. Yeah it's easy to overwhelm yourself when planning like an optimist, I guess that's kinda why I've relapsed twice already . Almost just starting out myself, will definitely keep tabs on your progress. Good luck!
  2. I've been playing since I was 9 years old and I'm soon going to be 27, That's about 1k days until I'm 30 which is fkn terrifying. Just thinking back since I was 20 it feels like it was yesterday and the computer is just vacuuming that shit out of me. Something has to change or I will literally die in my parents basement. Chilling when I'm 50 at my parents house playing some CSGO or Total war 17 will make them so proud I've thought. Oh and since my introduction I've relapsed twice, if you can believe it, thats twice in two days. The first day I did great in the morning and told myself not to even touch a device. I then got the great idea that I should start to write a personal letter for an application to a writing school for next year and BAM! I spent four hours straight playing video games, watched two movies and binged youtube videos on my ipad until I fell asleep around 3:30, hurray for me! Tomorrow I thought I should go to the outdoor gym as soon as I woke up to make up for it. Second relapse was a few hours in on the second day when I told myself I'd work on my social skills over voice coms in a video game, yeah it sounds stupid now but damn did it make sense when I was thinking about it. The reason I never went to the outdoor gym was that it snowed for a while and it was too cold, gosh I really need to work on my self discipline. It isn't too late yet though, 19:53 here so might give it a try who knows. Anyways, I've done some thinking and as soon as my next grant comes in I'll invest in Respawn and the Self authoring program, if anyone has anything to say about the self authoring that would be great because I've only heard about it on videos where they're promoting it so I dunno if it's worth the money. Seeing as I would usually spend the money on dlcs, crates and keys I think this might be a better investment . Five things I'm happy about today is: 1. I actually sat down an hour studying HUZZAH! 2. Stopped playing videogames again (even though I probably spent like five hours playing today ugh..) 3. Sat down and wrote this entry, even though I felt like a piece of crap. 4. I've gone over a few things like life goals and etc and feel like there's still hope! 5. This forum and the videos that brought me here, even though I kinda had to admit to myself that I was consumed by games. The scary thing is that I didn't notice it until I tried staying away to prove that I wasn't addicted and then notice how these urges just kicked in my brain "OH GOSH IT WOULD BE REAL NICE TO PLAY A GAME OF CSGO RIGHT NOW" and then it turns off for a second and then on then off, on, off, on, off... felt horrbile I'll leave it at that and will probably not make another entry unless something really crazy happens until I've got Respawn & sap. Have a good one!
  3. Thanks for the warm welcome, well it's a quite the paradox I've got on my hands I both like programming and writing fiction and both requires my computer, but when I sit in front of the computer I get cravings to game. I've actually started to work on my traditional pen & paper skills and it's like I am writing like a cave man and it kinda ruins the flow. But yeah, as soon as I get my next student grant I'll definitely respawn
  4. You win Cam, I am here and revealing myself in my true form! two-zero-one-seven zero-four zero-five Cold turkey inbound for all eternity. Your videos might have been the tipping point for me to stop playing video games, I will not confirm or deny these things, alas when I get enough money I will definitely try your respawn program. I am really lacking when it comes to self discipline and this guide will probably clear some of the confusion as to what I'm supposed to do with my time if not conquer the worlds in total war or company of heroes. It's really late, please excuse my erratic writings on the wall. I should probably go to bed now, school tomorrow will be hard otherwise. I just want to add that I'm really just laughing in the face of death, well not actually in the face of death but at the situation I'm in, there's nothing I find funny about my addiction apart from the fact that I'm actually addicted which is hard to admit... Anyways hey everyone and good night
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