LzVlt123 Posted June 12, 2021 Share Posted June 12, 2021 hi guys i joined a while ago but never really quit gaming, i started playing as a kid and never stoped until now, i was like 6 or 7 when i had my first atari, by the time i got my first nintendo i was completely hooked. So hooked that during these more then 25 years of gaming i saw things come and go on my life, opportunies, girlsfriends, jobs, basically everything. At least everything i always wanted. I am now 33 years old, i have a degree on odontology (wich i never praticed) i going for another but to be fair i feel completely hollow. I don't know what to do to replace my gaming addiction, i used to love reading, but it doesn't give me the same thrill it used to, i am also a hardcore porn user, or at least was, since my libido drops a little with the medication i take and with my age. I feel kind of desperate sometimes, but i know that the answer is out there in the real world, i don't know if i'm gonna make a journal on this forun but i'll probably will, i tried doing nofap, did it for more than 2 months but it only showed me that my main problem is gaming, not masturbating. I feel really depressed now, not suicidal or anything but the emptyness of a lifetime is finally knoking at my door, i wish i could make this public and probabily will, on church, on a meeting or something, i don't know yet. I wrote this and even no one reads it, it would still be fine because i poured something out of my chest, my soul. I am going to talk to a counseller, maybe a coach, gonna practice some sport, gonna find a job in my area of expertise and start living again. I hope God i will. Thx guys, i know i am not alone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
aaditya Posted June 14, 2021 Share Posted June 14, 2021 yes buddy, you are not alone. You will come out stronger . We are here with you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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