Damiano Posted August 24, 2017 Share Posted August 24, 2017 (edited) Hello, my name is Damian and im a gamer.... Im 32, been gaming since my first N64 and PC all those years ago. I was always under the impression games helped me stay sane during all those years of beeing bullied at school. Then when i was older, i was lonely and depressed, and games kept mme alive. Now Im starting to feel that my body is aging, and that gaming will not take me farther that it already has. I feel my mind is so full shit i cant seem to give importance to anyhting except my next gameing session. I decided to end it. I loved gaming. I almost cried when i was packing my pc to boxes, not because i would never game again, but because of all those fantastic adventures i was part of. All those memories are part of me, and made me who i am, an now im puting that world in a box, and moving on. Its sad.Its been 2 weeks since that day and I still dont have anything to fill the void. The cravings are becoming stronger, but i can manage, have exeprience quiting other stuff. I cant seem to shake the idea that i will eventually unpack it and dive into that world again, and the excitement i feel with that is.... annoying. I know having a support group helps alot, so here i am. Edited August 24, 2017 by dahankus Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mettermrck Posted August 24, 2017 Share Posted August 24, 2017 Hi, dahan, you're really brave for taking on this challenge. I hope to support you. I'm a long time PC gamer and I cried many nights after I quit gaming. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iamthemithras Posted August 25, 2017 Share Posted August 25, 2017 can only imagine what it feels like for you. Hope you find closure soon Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cam Adair Posted August 25, 2017 Share Posted August 25, 2017 Welcome! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BigPete247 Posted August 25, 2017 Share Posted August 25, 2017 Welcome to the forums, dahankus, we've got your back as you slowly kick those cravings away. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Damiano Posted August 25, 2017 Author Share Posted August 25, 2017 Thanks for the welcome Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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