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Earlier this morning I started masturbating but with no images couldn’t cum. Maybe that is a bad sign. Later that day i could. 
i have major urges to play games and half downloaded one but managed not to play it. 
 

have been watching adventuretime all day it feels like. 
 

peoductivity wise: have made my bed, checked eboks which had errors. 
tried calling the bank forgot I was on hold. 
 

food wise I made lentils with onions and tomato and spaghetti. It tastes almost like spaghetti with beef. 
 

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Played tft almost all dya yeaterday and watched tv. Helped dad. 
he had a stint where he saw my coffee cup said “you don’t bring those out here, beought it back in and drank the whole cup himself. Then proceeded to lie and say he poured it out. 
asshole.

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Hello, friend.

I think you should stop masturbating too much because it will make you lose your energy

I am currently quitting gaming addiction, so I also suggest that you do not continue to watch game streamers because you are still learning how to play, and you will want to apply what you have learned to the game

Meanwhile, if you really want to quit playing games, you should also stop watching TV for a long time

I am working hard to improve myself. Before, like you, I often masturbated and became addicted to games. Now, I am fighting every day, maybe we can encourage each other

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  • 2 weeks later...

So today I as usual downloaded and erased tft. I had a rush of a bew tactic in the game: highest health champ is cloned, was a Mech, then set aegis as prime mech. Combined with undergorund into ace, was so cool. And won.  i also lost some. I tried emailimg riot however about erasign the account. But its loops if you cant verify with email. And so its a curse. 
i reactivated parental contol but discovered that theres plenty of youtube worksrounds and alternaives so limiting web adresses dont work at least kot for “porn” and therefore I’ll have to limit screentime. But I still know the combination though. I took a shower for the forst time in maybe three days. My room is a mess though. It’s not like I don’t try to clean it but without any support. (From ndad or government its difficult to keep my head above water. 

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On 4/13/2023 at 10:04 PM, shaun said:

Hello, friend.

I think you should stop masturbating too much because it will make you lose your energy

I am currently quitting gaming addiction, so I also suggest that you do not continue to watch game streamers because you are still learning how to play, and you will want to apply what you have learned to the game

Meanwhile, if you really want to quit playing games, you should also stop watching TV for a long time

I am working hard to improve myself. Before, like you, I often masturbated and became addicted to games. Now, I am fighting every day, maybe we can encourage each other

Yes lets try? 
I reactivated the content blocekr on phone but I found a workaround. So I’ll need to set a general screen time limit. And force myself to use greyscale colourfilter. But its so hard because I just found a  tv show called absolutely completely fine, with extreme characters. They speak to me and kill loneliness. And its easy to play mobile games while this happens. 

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I haven’t logged for a while. I played kingdom rush again( all three) since phone broke and could only use backup. And solar movie is being abused. And youtube  magic bomb for porn. Basically no content reatriction on an outdated device. It’s good most apps don’t work. But also it’s bad that it can’t download files. Algae to download apps. Podio and such. But not my fitness pall. 

Today is the first of many where I changed into running clothes and feel pumped to go to r a slow jog.

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Today i’m watching a bit of YouTube but have also copied my dad’s will. He’s still alive and my sister controlled it’s message and points.

I’m a bit unsure if I should reach out to my aunt whom i haven’t spoken to for 15 years. But who has knowledge of law by proxy of her husband.

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