cauliflower 46 Posted May 10 Author Share Posted May 10 Day 42: May 10th, 2022 Summary of the day: - Wasted a lot of time on Youtube today and procrastinated schoolwork until evening, still managed to finish them; However, I don’t like procrastinating and I will plan my day carefully tomorrow - No cravings for video games, no interest in them anymore, but I have to be careful of Youtube Did I study? Yes (econ) It's been 42 days since I played a video game It's been 42 days since I watched porn 3 days till my next milestone! (45 days) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cauliflower 46 Posted May 11 Author Share Posted May 11 Day 43: May 11th, 2022 Summary of the day: - Productive today - Studied for 2 hours after lunch, then played sports(I’m not going to specify) with my friends until dinner - it was a mood booster yet very exhausting; Still got a lot to improve - I doubt myself again today. Am I just a piece of sh** or am I just focusing on my weaknesses? Sometimes I try to convince myself that everyone has strengths and so do I, but I can’t find anything I can excel at and everyone else seems to be good at something and better than me. It overwhelms me when I realize I have to improve that, improve this and that, and all other kinds of stuff. It stresses me out a lot whenever I thought of this - Yes I know this is kind of negative and repetitive, but this forum is such a good vent for feelings. - No cravings for video games as well Did I study? Yes (bio) It's been 43 days since I played a video game It's been 43 days since I watched porn 2 days till my next milestone! (45 days) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cauliflower 46 Posted May 12 Author Share Posted May 12 Day 44: May 12th, 2022 Had quite a lot of free time in the evening and was basically watching yt; However I still finished school work in the afternoon. No cravings for video games. Did I study? Yes (eng) It's been 44 days since I played a video game It's been 44 days since I watched porn Last day till my next milestone! (45 days) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cauliflower 46 Posted May 14 Author Share Posted May 14 (edited) Day 45: May 13th, 2022 Summary of the day: Stood up late today and wasn’t productive enough. No cravings for video games Made it half way through! (45 days) --------------------------- Day 46: May 14th, 2022 Was mainly outdoors today and was another busy Saturday. No cravings for video games. Will be having a test next week, I prepared some of it tonight, and will continue tomorrow. Next milestone: 60 days It's 14 days till my next milestone! Edited May 14 by cauliflower Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cauliflower 46 Posted Tuesday at 02:09 PM Author Share Posted Tuesday at 02:09 PM Day 47: May 15th, 2022 Was not productive, but still no cravings for video games. Will try to work harder tmr. Day 48: May 16th, 2022 + Day 49 May 17th, 2022 On both days, I wasn’t productive AT ALL. Procrastinated on schoolwork until the last minutes in midnight, and had a really bad sleep. Realized I still have so much undone late at night. Then I started panicking, just like before.. I’ve just started playing chess and I was really obsessed with it these days and spent a whole lot of time on it, with the rest of the time spent on social media.. The only good thing was I didn’t have cravings for video games. Yet, I start to feel blank, the same feeling I had before. Uh I need to get back on track. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cauliflower 46 Posted Wednesday at 02:40 PM Author Share Posted Wednesday at 02:40 PM Day 49: May 18th, 2022 Summary of the day: Today was a great day! I rate 10 out of 10 for my current mood. 🙂 In general, school today was better than usual (I’m not going to explain) Studied for an hour after school, then played sports until dinner. Again, it was exhausting but I like it! However, I wasn’t that hungry after sports (since I’ve drunk a bottle of sports drink), so I had a late dinner. At night, I played some chess again, and yes they were either draws or lost. But I love the process and it doesn’t bother me too much 🙂 since I'm a starter Haven’t been touching python for quite a long time, so I revised the previous commands, and am planning to continue tomorrow After dinner, I prepared for a test the next day Seems that playing sports is some sort of a mood booster and a great motivation to me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cauliflower 46 Posted Thursday at 02:46 PM Author Share Posted Thursday at 02:46 PM Day 50: May 19th, 2022 A normal school day with no cravings for video games. Studied two chs of biology in the afternoon then spent the night on listening to and playing music. Not much schoolwork to do today. Next milestone: 60 days It's 10 days till my next milestone! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cauliflower 46 Posted Friday at 02:58 PM Author Share Posted Friday at 02:58 PM (edited) Day 51: May 20th, 2022 Did sports at school today but it wasn’t as enjoyable as before - it was tedious. Took a nap for an hour or so and volunteered this afternoon, then did a paper at night. Spent another hour on music. Wasn’t sleepy at night but I still tried to get to bed early. No cravings for video games. Next milestone: 60 days It's 9 days till my next milestone! Edited Friday at 03:10 PM by cauliflower Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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