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Its like the third time i saw this title appear on this forum already you sure you not affiliated jking I just bought the book. Expect a comprehensive review.

Thanks man! I am planning to restart to play the drums again, force myself to go to parties, travel, study and reading. Anything thats keep me of the PC. I will start a Log so that everybody can follow what i do to replace my screen. I hope i will get some feedback tips aswell. I read about you on this forum and you made huge progress already. I am looking forward to help you and others if needed. For anybody wondering right now I am preparing myself for the detox. Finding intresting books, deleting all my games, selling my skins on CSGO and saving to go on a roadtrip.

thanks Fagus, I am going to study sales and marketing. I am really looking forward to be part of this great community

Warning pretty long life story coming up. Hi everyone, It literally took me about a month before I decided to post this, so here it is. I am a 20 year old student in Europe that has a screen addiction. I say screen addiction cuz it is so much more then alone gaming... I play Counter Strike Global Offensive every day for at least 5 hours, I browse and watch useless vids on youtube maybe for about 7 hours a day, If I get bored of that I still have my netflix account... in one day I am in front of a screen for at least 15 hours. You can see where I am going with this. I hardly ever come outside anymore. I have pretty much only one friend and we play games together needless to say that doesn't help me for my addiction. I have good social skills if it comes to older mature people and guys. As soon as I seem to like a girl i become very shy. Because I am more mature then people of my age I have a hard time making friends (not trying to brag, believe me i wish i could seek fun into doing silly stuff). Finding a girlfriend seems impossible. I only had one girlfriend, the only girl i had sex with in my entire life That is why I still watch porn on a weekly basis, something i am depply ashamed by. Allthough I know this wont be a problem to stop with when i will be in a relationship. I weigh to much not super obese but enough to feel bad about it. I have a super low self esteem that is why i love gaming so much, It tells me instantly i am finally good in something Why do i want to change now? Well I start to study again soon, and really want this year to work out. What are my goals? I wanna meet a girl that i can take care of. I wanna quit gaming because it litteraly takes all my energy and my time. I wish to stop watching porn. And I want to lose at least 15 kilograms or 33 pounds. I will be posting weekly about my progress thank you for the attention Josh