8/11/2017 Stats: Spirit: D Body: C Mind: C Charisma: D Discipline: C Developmental Potential: A What I Did Today: Pretty much procrastinated the whole day. At least I didn't game My Thoughts: Time to restart this journal again. What am I doing man, I can’t waste another on the same bullshit again. My time is literally running out but I’d rather mentally jack myself off. Ill thoughts starting to creep on me again. Lost my way but I never had a way. Just another paper bag floating in the wind, I want to die. This is all I could scrap from my incoherent physical journal. “Pay attention to your life.” “This is insincere and fleeting.” Plan for Tomorrow: Do something, bed is for sleep only, pay attention, consume a little less media.