The Chosen One

I want to simplify this challenge. There isn't much to say. I just need to regain control of my life. In 90 days, I commit to: 1 - Finish my online course once and for all 2 - Eat healthily 3 - Exercise for at least 10 min No more excuses!

Thank you so much for your support @Resonant_Shell. It means a lot. I think I've lost my identity. I used to be a self-motivated person with a lot of ambition. I was a very competitive person that likes to win, create things and be productive. Somehow, I stopped to act like this. Procrastination appears in my life and decided to stay for a while. I think I'm starting to regain control of my life (slowly). I'm going to start a new challenge. Give up? Never, If I'm alive it means I still have a chance.

Mission failed @Pochatok. I need to change my friend. I'm struggling a lot. I need to commit 100% to my journey! Try again? Yes | No I choose YES!

This is my last chance. In 90 days, I commit to: 1 - Finish my online course once and for all 2 - Eat healthy 3 - Exercise No more excuses!

November 15 (01 of 90 days) - Monday I worked for 0h47m on Project 3 I spent 10 minutes on my home bike November 16 (02 of 90 days) - Tuesday I worked for 0h36m on Project 3 I spent 10 minutes on my home bike November 17 (03 of 90 days) - Wednesday I worked for 1h21m on Project 3 I spent 10 minutes on my home bike November 18 (04 of 90 days) - Thursday I worked for 1h23m on Project 3 I spent 10 minutes on my home bike November 19 (05 of 90 days) - Friday I worked for 1h24m on Project 3 November 20 (06 of 90 days) - Saturday I worked for 2h18m on Project 3 November 21 (07 of 90 days) - Sunday I worked for 1h34m on Project 3

I think that in my first challenge, I gained clarity about my life and career and I learned that having a mission/purpose is crucial for a great life. I can firmly state that I want to become a digital marketer and that I'm willing to do everything at my disposal to make this goal happen. I'm not going to try to make it happen, I'm going to make it happen, no matter what. There's a big difference between trying something and doing something. I didn't accomplish my end goal. But, it was also my first try. I want to restart. I want to begin a new 90-day challenge without repeating the same past mistakes. I guess the first big lesson is obvious: I should focus on one thing or two and I should also be more specific with my goals. So for this new challenge, I want to: - Focus at least 30 min a day on the course - Exercise at least 10 min a day Rules: Limit of 3 Procrastination Days I know I'm going to fall off my horse at some point. The question is, how long will it take me to get back on the horse. I really want to stop being a loser in 2021, so I want to finish strong this year. I was going to start this challenge in June, but I've got some personal issues. But now, I'm commited. My90DayChallenge - Mission 2 Level 1 - 15/11/2021 - 15/12/2021 Level 2 - 15/12/2021 - 15/01/2022 Level 3 - 15/12/2021 - 15/02/2022 I want to write in 15/12: Hey, I finished some projects of the course and I'm eating ealthier. I want to write in 15/01/2022: Hey, I finished some projects of the course and I'm exercising more. I want to write in 15/02/2022: Hey, I finished the course, I'm fit and I land a great job -----------------I wish myself: GOOD LUCK------------------------------------------

Insights My 90DayChallenge Wow. I can't believe it's been 90 days since I posted here on the forum. It feels like yesterday, yet three months have passed. I have good and bad news. In this challenge I said I would: 1) - Focus only on successfully completing my course 2) - Eat Healthily 3) - Exercise at least 10 min a day 4) - Digital Detox a) on youtube b) On the phone c) No browsing randomly on the internet d) No Podcasts e) No thinking about gaming The Bad News Completion of the course in 90 days: Mission Failed I was only able to complete one out of nine projects in 3 months. Now, I need to sacrifice the summer to complete the course. I feel sorry and I can't believe I made this stupid mistake again. But it's better to accept and try to do my best from now on. The Good News I can't be too sad about myself, because the truth is I was facing a very big problem of stagnation. Yes, I haven't completed the course in 90 days, but I started and I did not give up. I regained my ability to focus I'm more productive I have more energy I'm more disciplined I FINALLY beat my addiction of laying in bed watching youtube videos and procrastinating all day long I want to start a new challenge, but first of all, I need to give a special thanks to the user @Pochatok of this forum. This user gave me a lot of strength and positive energy. @Pochatok helped me in an incredible way that I will never forget despite being a stranger I met on the internet. It's because of this user, that I know I can't stop writing, despite my numerous doubts about my talents. Yes, good people still exist. I think that during this challenge, I gained clarity about my life and career and I learned that having a mission/purpose is crucial for a great life. I can firmly state that I want to become a digital marketer and that I'm willing to do everything at my disposal to make this goal happen. I'm not going to try to make it happen, I'm going to make it happen, no matter what. There's a big difference between trying something and doing something. I want to start a new 90-day challenge without repeating the same past mistakes. I guess the first big lesson is obvious: I should focus on one thing or two and I should also be more specific with my goals. So for this new challenge, I want to: - Focus at least 2 hours a day on the course - Exercise at least 10 min a day Rules: Limit of 3 Procrastination Days Limit of 6 Days with less than 2 hours My90DayChallenge Mission 2 starts today 11/06/2021

May 22 (86 of 90 days) - Saturday I worked for 1h52m on Project 2. May 23 (87 of 90 days) - Sunday I worked 2h7m on Project 2. May 24 (88 of 90 days) - Monday Procrastination Day May 25 (89 of 90 days) - Tuesday I worked 1h19m on Project 2. May 26 (90 of 90 days) - Wednesday I worked 3h28m on Project 2.

May 11 (75 of 90 days) - Tuesday I worked for just 12 minutes on Project 2 May 12 (76 of 90 days) - Wednesday Procrastination Day. May 13 (77 of 90 days) - Thursday I worked for 54m on Project 2 May 14 (78 of 90 days) - Friday I worked for 4h42m on Project 2 May 15 (79 of 90 days) - Saturday Procrastination Day However, I read a pdf about career and jobs in digital Marketing. May 16 (80 of 90 days) - Sunday Procrastination Day May 17 (81 of 90 days) - Monday I worked for 48m on Project 2 May 18 (82 of 90 days) - Tuesday Procrastination Day May 19 (83 of 90 days) - Wednesday I worked for 53m on Project 2 May 20 (84 of 90 days) - Thursday I worked for 2h53m on Project 2 May 21 (85 of 90 days) - Friday I worked for 35m on Project 2

April 30 (64 of 90 days) - Friday Procrastination Day. May 1 (65 of 90 days) - Saturday I worked for 49m on Project 3 I spent 10 minutes on my home bike May 2 (66 of 90 days) - Sunday I worked for 1h22m on Project 2 May 3 (67 of 90 days) - Monday Procrastination Day. May 4 (68 of 90 days) - Tuesday Procrastination Day However, I still watched a video(masterclass)on youtube about Linkedin. May 5 (69 of 90 days) - Wednesday I worked for 1h21m on Project 2 May 6 (70 of 90 days) - Thursday I worked for 5h22m on Project 2 May 7 (71 of 90 days) - Friday I worked for 2h25m on Project 2 I made a new payment to continue with the course. I know that this course will help me to change my life. I have to continue to focus. May 8 (72 of 90 days) - Saturday I worked for 42m on Project 2 May 9 (73 of 90 days) - Sunday I worked for 26m on Project 2 May 10 (74 of 90 days) - Monday I worked for 7h37m on Project 2

April 27 (61 of 90 days) - Tuesday I worked for 1h56m on Project 2 April 28 (62 of 90 days) - Wednesday I worked for 42minutes on Project 3 April 29 (63 of 90 days) - Thursday I worked for 1h3m on Project 3.

April 26 (60 of 90 days) - Monday I worked for 1h35m on the course and... FINALLY, I SUBMITTED MY FIRST PROJECT! I started to work on projet 2 for 2h18

April 21 (55 of 90 days) - Wednesday I worked for 2h29m on the course. I spent 21 minutes on my home bike. April 22 (56 of 90 days) - Thursday I worked 3h31m on the course. I watched the videos of the classes for 24 minutes April 23 (57 of 90 days) - Friday I worked 2h3m on the course. I watched the videos of the classes for 1h15 minutes April 24 (58 of 90 days) - Saturday I worked 3h38m on the course. April 25 (59 of 90 days) - Sunday I worked 5h17m on the course.

April 20 (54 of 90 days) - Tuesday Today is a brand new day. I need to get back on track. I know that motivation is a terrible friend and that I must rely on self-discipline, instead. I'm starting to get really scared. I'm not doing anything right and I'm in a very bad place right now. I can't focus on my diet, I want junk food all the time. I want to study and finish my course, but at the same time, I'm tired of putting the effort into this.

April 19 (53 of 90 days) - Monday I entered a dangerous cycle of procrastination on Sunday. I spent all this day watching hell's kitchen episodes and eating junk food. I walked my dog but I didn't do any exercise at all. I went to bed by 21h and I wake up at midnight. I decide to watch a movie on netflix: Hillbilly Elegy. A movie about a messed-up mother that raised her kids so badly. This got me thinking: some people might say I was a spoiler kid with everything like 2 loving parents, toys, food, education, videogames. But, believe me, I have so many problems. Yes, I don't know what is to be raised by an alcoholic mother, I was never physically abused and I didn't have any traumatic accident. But imagine being a normal kid that nobody likes. Imagine not having a normal group of friends when you're 16 or 18. Imagine having a mother that only wants you to study and lot leave the house. No one taught me how to cook, how to take care of myself. Imagine having a mother addicted to cleaning all the time that yells at you for doing anything at home. But when you try it she keeps yelling again because you don't know how to things properly. I have problems dealing with people and making real friends. My mother always knew this, so she decided to keep me at home. The very few times when I had a friend or another, I had to say no to the invitations. I'm just venting. I love my family for all the help but I'm aware of how badly they raised me.