Megahurtze

A bit of feedback time. have not logged and played at all for 4 days now. Started to focus on healthy diet and also getting some exercise into my daily routine. Am teaching myself Swift when I have a few moments, said to my wife that I am going to cancel my game subscriptions and she was very supportive. (have still not done this though...) Have not dreamt of being in-game since I have taken a break and it is nice to feel a little in control.

A bit of feedback time. have not logged and played at all for 4 days now. Started to focus on healthy diet and also getting some exercise into my daily routine. Am teaching myself Swift when I have a few moments, said to my wife that I am going to cancel my game subscriptions and she was very supportive. (have still not done this though...) Have not dreamt of being in-game since I have taken a break and it is nice to feel a little in control.

Hello Chiliflavor, Day 2. 100% progress lol. I am sure it is going to get better, habits are fromed and broken by sticking to it.

Hey Books&Trees, I game because I enjoyed it but not anymore, I associate more negatively with gaming for the past 2 maybe 3 years. The amount of time spent doing the same quests is really pointless and what reward do I actually have to show for it? I convince myself its harmless but I can feel it in my guts that it's not healthy for my mind.

So, awake again at 1 AM, do this everyday and want to login. Stayed busy earlier in the evening and climbed into my garage and cleaned from one side t the other. Found my glove! feel kind of relieved that I should keep myself busy with more productive things.

Signed up to this forum, first one ever! Glad I can share, help and ask for help from like minded people.

Finally realized I need to stop spending so much time in front of a screen. I am a first generation gamer and have been playing fps/mmo/standalone games ever since I could afford a decent pc. I am at a point where I become angry if I fail in game and even dream about the bloody stuff. It is become a part of my mind that I would rather not have anymore tyvm. I get why I play and have steps in place to "hopefully"see me through but one of the things I should have in place is a support platform that I can relate to.