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Hello Day 15 It starts to feel hard for me to control myself. My relationship getting worst. My business start to slow. I'm start to thinking back on my games for many times. Today is just a bad days for me. Hopefully tomorrow I can control myself. #90detox 15/90

Hello Day 14 It been 2 weeks time. I feel more craving this day to play games. Gladly, I manage to control it. I able to produce another product for my business. I spent most of my time watching a movie and YouTube. That all for today, nothing really much for today. #90detox 14/90

I do like to play games, ever since we chilhood we always play together until now. Now I realise that, game is not for the rest of my life. I need to do something else that can be beneficial to my life. So the reason I quit game, I want to change myself to be a better person. I can't control myself when I playing a game. I always forget that I have others important things to be done rather than playing games. When I quit the game, I realise that there many things to do out there rather than just only playing game all day long. Now I can focus on improving my own business, I can spent more time with my girlfriend, I've be more positive person, I do meditation, I can improve my skill such as learning a new language, I can do plenty of others activities that can replace my gaming habit with watching a movie, I can do DJ and many more. The feeling of craving or missed to playing a game, I know it normal to feel that within this process. It just that I need to let it out this expression to my journal.

Hello Day 11 & 12 It just same as usual, it just only that one time my brother ask me again to play game together then I refuse it. While, I watching movie, I can still hear them playing the game with their friends. I just have a thought that I feel kinda miss it to play game with them. I feel down a little bit then I just continue to watch a movie over the night. I'm scared that if I end up to be the old me again. I hope I can control myself. #90detox 12/90

Hello Day 10 So today I try another activities which is DJ, it was really really fun to do and it really give me to big impact in filling my free time. Also, I continue my learning a new language today. That all for now. #90detox 10/90

Hello Day 9 Sorry a bit late I updated my day 9 without gaming, because yesterday I pass out and go to bed early. So as for today, I spent my whole time in the afternoon making a patties and i got some order. During the night, I got headache in the night so I sleep early. That all, not much. 😅 Tq for reading. #90detox 9/90

So it was normal after all. Glady it was just a dream.

Yeah, I shouldn't target to play in moderation on the future, I noticed that it will just gonna be a bad ideas if I done it. I will just stop completely from gaming. Tq for your advice.

Hello Day 8 Before that I have a question to ask, is it normal to have a dream that you are playing a game? Because I just experience it last night. Hahaha Anyway, as for today I'm able to woke up early (after a week). It just because I have some other work to be done in the morning , my additional income. Then, in the afternoon I'm doing my own business as usual and I did some experiments today on homemade patties, glady I did it right. Maybe tomorrow I will put it in the menu. Also today, I just started to get some meditation and with meditation it help me a lots to stay calm and relax all the time. I will do some meditation everyday, especially whenever my emotions is unstable. Right now, I want to find more activities that can be done just staying at home and it free. I did browse some to the "60 New Hobbies Ideas". And it helps me to feel wants more to do others activities because I just started to feel excitement when I do different type of activities in a day. That all for today. 😁 #90Detox 8/90

Yeah you're right. It best for me not to gaming anymore even after the detox, there's is a high possibility that I will be addicted to game if I relapse. I should just quit completely for the best. Thanks.

Thanks for your recommendation, I will find a way to make my work more fun and it will make me entertain to do it.

Yeah, I try my best to completely stop quit game for the best after the detox.

Hello Day 7 Today is my first week without game. At first I never thought that I'm gonna make it to this far. With all the support from this forum and the video I been watch, it help me archiving to this far. Within this week, i still have the craving everyday, I just let it flow, by watching a movie or do some other things. Sometimes, I just couldn't bear with it and it just make me feel down when it does happen. And within this week I still have a trouble to sleep early because usually I used to play game overnight then I woke up late. So every night I just watch movies until I feel sleepy (which is usually late night) then i woke up every day in the afternoon. I also managed to handle my own business and getting more and more profit everyday within this week. Besides movies and my own business, I just starting up learning a new language only for a couple of day to replace my gaming habit, it really hard for me to do a new activities, because I found it a bit boring at the first time. Maybe if I keep doing it will entertain me more? I guess that all for now, tq for reading my journal. 😁 #90Detox 7/90

Hello Day 6 without games. As for today, it same as usual. I make more profit for today. Today in the afternoon, I join with my father and brothers cleaning up at our back house, clearing up the grass. There's Nothing much I can do for this month beside watching a movie, because my school are out until the end of this month. In the 1st May, It will be my last semester which we will be doing attachment, working in a office for three month to test our skills. Then, if I succeed I will be graduate in National Diploma in Business and Finance course. And that all for today. 😁 #Detox90 6/90

You were right. I shouldn't feel sorry if I refuse to not join playing game with them. Because this is all a moment of my life, I'm changing my life to the new me. The new life I was looking for, a life that can bring many good things to myself rather than I spent with my game all day long. With the new me, I can reach my goals, acquire new skills and I can develope my brain to see a real world. Thanks man, its really help me a lot. 😊