[David's Journal]

Day#7

Today I have been doing everything on my Todoist, and being productive but at the end of the day I had a big craving to play

video game. So while I succeed to not play for a month, and prove to my-self than I can kept my-self busy without video game I decided that tonight that I'm gonna attempt to play with moderation. I'm gonna set a 10 hours time limit each month so I got plenty of time to do everything I want to accomplish.  

Over and out.

[David's Journal]

Day #6

 

Today I want to mention the fact that I haven't been going out a lot, appart from taking 30 minute walk during the day that I'm not working. The reason, is that a bit not at ease with meeting new peoples, try new things, and I don't have any friends to go out with. Yeah I'm a bit lonely. So because of my lacks of social life, I tend to fill up this empty void in me by watching Youtube and cartoons to just get away from this unpleasant feeling. 

I gotta say that I'm glad that most of my co-workers at work, are nice to me, but I never feel like i have a natural relation with any of them. I'm feeling that they converse with me because they pity me and because they think, I'm a nice guy, and all that stuff.

So by the end of my workday I'm always left with the feeling that I haven't connect with any of them and with the feeling of emptyness.

So everytime that I met a new group of people, it hard for me cause they have experience a lot of thing in they life and I have nothing to say cause I have been spending way to much time playing video game instead of living my life. I'm feeling like I'm late behind everyone else. I know I shouldn't be comparing my-self to others but this is what I feel each time I'm trying socialise with people.

 

 

[David's Journal]

Day#4-5 - 17/1/2020

Hey guys, I skipped a day of journaling.

Having to express, myself everyday though this journal everydays is something I have push my-self to do.

Because when I'm not playing video game, I'm spending a lot of time and distracting myself with Youtube, Movie and Netflix.

I watched Cam Adair's video about ''How to stop consuming content''  and it true that all my life, I always expected the world to entertain me. But I want be more of a creator.  

Even commenting on someone else' journal is challenging for me

It just making my own stuff, is something I need to work on.  

Over and out

 

 

 

[David's Journal]

21 hours ago, Natalie said:

"Duolinguo"? Don't you mean "Duolingo"? How many XP points in Spanish? Mine's close to 2k or something. In addition, I have the estimate of 1k XP points in Norwegian and exactly just 13 in Navajo.

Welcome to the GQ community!

wow! you are really dedicated to language learning 🙂, I got 16k xp in spanish btw. And arabic & japanese are language that I would like to learn later on but for now I want to keep my focus on Spanish. 

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Day #3 - 6:03 

Today, I'm going for a 12 hours work shift but I trying to get at least 3 things done aside from work in the morning, because after my 12 hours shift I don't the energy to do anything productive.

So every morning on workdays I'm meditading, learning spanish with Duolinguo and writing something on this journal.

Over and out

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Day #2 - 14/1/2020 - 9:40

To Start the day:

Today, I'm gratefull to have a lot of time to work on myself and my passion.

I can practice my music and do what I want to better myself out. Not a lot of 27 years old adults has that opportunity and I'm very aware of that.

Yesterday, I went to bed way to late, close to midnight, that is something I need to work on

Over and out 

[David's Journal]

Day #1 - 13/1/2020

Hey there my first time writing a journal on this forum: 

I'm using ''Todoist'' as a tool to organise all thing I should be be doing in a day and planned the next day too. 

Today I'm only going to say that I did everything I had planned for the day and I feel like I did a small step toward a more productive life.

-I did my medidation which I start doing a month ago

-I did my daily guitar pratice

-I praticed singing 

-I have read the first chapter of ''The Power of Habits'' and did take some note. 

And planning to be as productive or even more tomorow

Over and Out

 

 

 

 

[Exploring My Creative Side]

Hi, I'm David Comeau, I'm 27 years old, I'm from Canada. I have been gaming since a very young age and I always had some issue with video game. I was born with a mental handicap, which touch my ability to express my-self and understanding other peoples, so I had a lot of trouble and anxiety with my social life. I was also  diagnose with attention problem. So learning was very hard thing for me to do and I was always behind everyone else. When I start to game it now that create the bad habit to escape from the hard thing that is to learn. And I was isolating my-self because I was very shy. 

During the age 19, I started to developp a passion for the guitar, but I was still very much addicted to gaming. 

As I get older, there were other art skills that I wanted to developed, 

Art Skill like: Composing Song, Drawning, Creative Writing, Making Video

but starting this were requiring time and dedication.  

So, thanks to Game Quitter video I manage for the first time in my life to stop playing for at least a month 

but than I restart to watch playthrough and videogame related stuff on Youtube so I think it wasn't any better than playing it

So today I'm restarting from day 1!