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  1. Hey! So Yea days are going on, everything is okay. Learning for university takes the biggest part of my day and that feels good, because I know I do my work for my goal to be a doctor one day. Training goes well too, I try to do it moderately so I dont get so exhausted by it like I got some years ago. I take it usually too serious and then I cant achieve my other goals. So I have to do it moderately. Didnt had the power to play my instrument the last days :/. I think I need to write here daily, so I have kind of a success feeling qhen I play everyday and can post it here :) see ya guys
  2. Hey Tom, good to see you are still on track mate :)!
  3. I am glad you are still on track Deku, ill try to follow this journal again more regulary :)
  4. Hello everybody, after some months of abstinence here I came back. First: I didnt relapse. I am still on track and I am still thankful for gamequitters and all of you guys who helped me to push through. I often remember those 'bad times' and also how I got out of it. Well, still trying to get out of it I suppose. I remember how gq helped me and since there are still things to improve I came back, also to keep sure I stay on track. So, what is my situation. As you may already know I am a student, I study medicine. My learn routine is good since I dont play so much anymore. I dont want to extend my learntime(4-6hours daily), but I want to use this time more efficiently. Main reason why I start this journal is to use the time, in which i am not learning for university for meaningful things. Currently I am grinding Youtube and stuff after university/learning. Its not so bad IMO but I want to use my time a bit better. My goals: Play again with my violin every day(or at least half of the week, not sure).(I did that 90 days straight in the time I had my last journal.) Every second day doing workout again.(Started this week) + enter a sportclub to socialize more Those are the two main targets. I will see whether I can add something later. But university takes a lot of time, its medicine. So I am happy if I simply get university done properly. So yea, Ill see whether I update dailY or weekly. I will give more details about university, sport, music etc in the future here. It will motivate me more I think.
  5. Hey everyone! i just wanted to give a quick updated: I think I am somewhere at day 105 or so. However I made it through 90 days And as a result of that I am proud to say I made it. Usually I say whenever i achieve something 'it wasnt a big deal' so I forbid myself to be happy. But I want to let this end step by step. So gz to myself for making it!! OF COURSE its not the end there is still so much I need to improve. But little Steps are important, little goals. I try to update this again more often, I will see however I am also happy that the people I follow are still on track too and give their best!! Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  6. 76/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! day went ok I think. I just wanted to tell all the followers of my journal that I will not updated the journal for a few days!(full internet detox) so dont worry! I try to stay on track wish me good luck and i hope u do well too Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  7. 75/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. So what can I say about today? Had fun while coding and playing with my instrument. I feel ready for theoretical driving test, but there are still some questions which are tough, so its still a matter of luck. Was also outside today for a walk. Will read now some journals and call it a day for today Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  8. 74/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Had a good exercise with my instrument, was fun. Also found a new codibg project to work on. However its a small one, so I think it will be Done in some days. But thats no problem yea nothing else to say for today Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  9. Hello, sometimes I see journal entrys of people here, which contain, that they dont want to tell XY in detail because they want to stay anonymous. I also ask sometimes myself 'should I write that in a public forum?' so I wonder: How you guys think about that? Do you want to stay anonymous here? Do you take care what you write here and what not? greets
  10. 73/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Not much to say, did all my tasks, have some struggle in coding(finding a new project). Was half of the day outside, that was good. I hope I can do that more often in future Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  11. 72/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. 72 days so far. Tbh im mostly proud of the fact I practised now every single day with my instrumemt. The detox itself is of course also nice, but you all know detox is good, but its even better if You do other productive things while not gaming! What I want to improve: Keep up the work routine for university. Finishing now in some weeks the theoretical driving license test. Sport routine. And I really want to learn french. Not really urgent, more reading some french text, watching vids etc no pressure.. Those are just things where is room for improvment step by step.. I know I am far away to become what I want to be, but its ok. No pressure, no doubt myself if something doesnt goes perfect. Its important I improve, not how fast. A bit is enough and even if not keep on track so yea ill read some journals and call it a day for today Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  12. 71/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Pretty standard day, it feels like I am coming more and more into the situation where I more like to be not lonely at my computer and more with the family. Thats good did all my tasks again yea not much more from today Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  13. 70/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes! good day overall I think. Had again a long talk with my friend who quitted games too. It always relax me and keeps me on track, although our relationship was really not always good like now. However after those years, he is probably the one you are miss the most (when your family is there). Yea rest of the day did most of my tasks. Not much coding just checked somw things really quick, but its k helped also my bro with his application, i enjoy meaningful things like that Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  14. 69/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Did my tasks like usual, and rest of the day pretty normal too. So yea keep going.. ill read some journals now and call it a day for today Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  15. Hey man, I saw your Journal today too and also thought that your story is related to mine :). Glad to see you here! Thanks for the website tip and if you need any help in getting started qith programming, ask me! 68/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Nothing special today, thats good^^ Did my tasks pretty early and was free for the rest of the day. Read a bit more in my book(after 50-60pages I start to enjoy it). I usually only read at the evening, but I had nothibg to do and I dont want to sit at displays so much anymore. What I am still aiming for: Sport routine My tablet is still brokeb so I write in my phone, thats no fun tbh haha Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  16. Yes, you are right. Usually I only read 5 Pages and i want to sleep then^^ 67/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Again Pretty Standard day. The Sun shined very much today although it was cold. I wish I could go out do Something, but 1. i have no Friends Who like to do Sport it sp, only ppl which Game and usually only Meet Other ppl when there are some Dance activities 2. i still didnt manage to do some Running Session on my own. Yea, but i try to not blame Myself i am Doing good, just Space for improvment. Thats normal and good. tasks went good too. Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  17. 66/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Yes, what can I say? Days are not very different, Thats good for me. So I did all my tasks again like usual. I currently Reading a Book when I go to Bed. Its interessting how difficult it was to Get a proper One for me. Movies etc Are Way easier to find Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  18. 65/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Writing on phone is soo uncomfortabel. I dont Even want to Write much because of it haha However did everything, was some hours outside I Play a Lot Basketball but First I want just run Daily then i ll see ill read some Journals now and call it a day for today Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  19. 64/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Pretty Standard day, I had a rough discussion about Something with some ppl today... In Those days i wish I Studied LAW.. However did. all my tasks again, no Problems with that. Look forward to etablish now a Sport Routine like usually Reading some Journals and call it a day for today Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  20. Hi Lea, I wish you the best and Hope You can achieve all your Goals :)! 63/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Did all my tasks, but again a Bit More Computer usage in General(uploaded some vids again). However I wanted to mention that I am still getting some thoughts about Gaming Hard. Sometimes These thoughts still come, its not like I am near to Game again, But yea. Today I listend some Music and usually Music Pumps me up to do my goals. But in the past I didnt use this Motivation. Instead i kept listening, watching things which motivated me. I wanted to be Perfect, but did not much for it. Today I dont want this Fake Motivation, i know its ok to be Not Perfect ad Long äs you improve Yourself. Thats all and its good! Im out now Reading some Journal and call it a day for today Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  21. 62/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Did my tasks again Pretty early, and thought about what my next Coding project dhould be. I Learned that I have to pick Something which is Fun to do, so a project I want to do(Not some dumb Math exercsises-tools) and it has to be a Bit difficult too.. not much Else to say + i am on my Phone again. reading some Journals now and call it a Day for today Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  22. 61/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall I think. Pretty Standard again, did my Tasks and closed the Computer then. Was a Bit boring, Need to Look what I can do Else. I cant Write so much todaY bebaute I am Using my small phone Display this time.. try to Write more next days, ill read some Journals again and call it a Day for today Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  23. 60/90 without any LoL Content | Played Instrument: Yes! | Coding: Yes! | Learned for driving license: Yes! | Writing in my Journal: Yes, right now! good day overall. A bit late journal entry compared to other days, because I was on a party again. I went outside early, so I didnt had much time for my tasks, but did again from everything at least a bit. Next days I hope I can do more again. Yea.. What can I say more? Lately I dont have much to write. Maybe ill write a bit more in detail what I do, we will see. i check some journals again and call it a day for today Thats all for today, see you tomorrow guys
  24. Yes, try to clarify more goals. No gaming is good but mindless surfing gives you also those good feelings which you dont want to lose. Thats why you keep grinding in front of the display. I also recommend to put this time to a minimum. Maybe not could turkey, because you need alternatives. Things you can do instead of doing that. Otherwise this will definetely not work. Wish you the best
  25. Hey man, I think everyone understands you here. You simply dont want to face the problems, or start with your tasks, because you know it is "hard". But isnt it even harder to keep playing and saying everyday "this is the last day of playing"? Stop the "tomorrow i will start". I know, you relapsed and its easier to staying in the relapse than being on track again. I mean, you probably think "3 weeks gaming, one more day is ok" or maybe even not. But you are here, you want to start again, so just start man. Ok you cant imagine how good your life would be if you stood clean for 90days. But I can promise you one thing: in those next 90 days you will either say "damn i still dont know how good my life would have been" or "hell yea I made it and it feels good". So dont look back, you maybe lost this detox but this doesnt mean you lost the whole intention to stop gaming and starting to be productive. Go ahead open the new journal - start again. And ill look forward to your daily journal entrys. You can do it man!
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