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Days 186-188 Okay I m back and now realize what I was having is craving from those types of games even though I have been off games for 188 days, never experienced craving like that and had to watch Cam video on craving and triggers to revalued myself again, cause the next day when I accept it was there it went away and what returned is my own identity, What do I mean by that? Well for a long time I was always searching for a social group to go to and even though I went to the singles group, church and outing I still felt like there were none for me. The problem is not that there weren't any social groups, the problem is I never made the effort to get to know anyone. So I went to wed. night church and did hang out afterward and was able to talk to people just fine and now I m wondering what I m was scared of. Confession time: I did play trivia games within social setting but most were after the 90-day detox I think not sure but I have no games at home and avoid them on a regular basis. Now I know my mistake was when I started thinking of building a new pc, VR headset and what will come out was my mistake and almost but resistant touch Nintendo switch. Then later I started thinking of the app I use to play call burn the fat with me and cooking one where anime characters tell you how to cook or do exercisers why you progress more in the story, now I did buy one of them made the profile but ultimately decided against it because all I worked for would go down the drain and the enemy likes to sneak in when you have momentum or going new direction, I downloaded another app called 7 min workout instead to help me out. So things are starting to turn around and I m beginning to realize things. Something occurred to me today that when your gaming it like marbles get scattered around the galaxy which turns you into a mindless zombie but when you quit each piece comes back slowly. So my identity in who I am coming back it may sound strange but before I was confused and now I m calm. The second thing I think is interesting is how we each desire that relationship be friends, girlfriends, ect\. yet we do not want the real world we want the fake world for that some interaction even though we could have it in the real world. Just a thought. So I would say I might be going through the craving stage now cause even though I have gone a long time without them, I never went through the craving stage so my guess is good yours at how long it will last but there where I m at the detox. Plus I will launch youtube pretty soon but still needs to work Grateful 1.God 2.F family 3.Churh 4.Sun 5.Life 6.Air 7,Grandparents

Days 169-185 Yes I m breaking my fast for now but this question has been burning in me all day but I will need to explain some history first before I get to that question. History: Back when I was gaming I use to play game called Wii fit, plus, and u versions of it because the game is the only motivation to get me to exercise though I did not go to the gym at the time, I did lose weight doing it every other day. When I got rid of the consoles in 2014, I started looking for something interactive like the wii fit and am apart of gym to, so I tried a class one time and hurt myself a little to bad to do that again, then I began this 11min workout would I like cause it cause resistant instead of weights on it, though I only went only couple of times a week. Then found out about an app like answered prayer called burn the fat with me which is sort of combination of a visual novel, dating sim, exercise app which I started using everyday because it motivated me to find out more about the story and characters, that and I really like anime and exercises (I did the exercises no cheating). This and I use to do the gym work out in addition with the app when I went and lost weight doing so, I guess when I not thinking about it more fun. I will say this I did the exercise they told me, I m no cheater I did what exercises they told me to do. So when I quit gaming got rid of the app to hope to organize my life a little bit and focus on my goals which I m right on track now. The question I have is it a craving, or is beneficiall for me and found out a cooking app by the company that would teach me to cook, i normally would not do any of this but at the time I found a lot modulation on the exercise app? I see benefits to it but I also see a relapse in the same direction and I m not sure the answer to my own question. The second thing I thing is my biggest mistake is looking at the different VR headsets and either getting them or not and I end up saying no most the time, second I tried a mix reality headset which is neat but not worth the buy, but I did not play game just video experience is all I did. The other option I m thinking of is a martial art studio to some Akihito lesson to help defend myself but other that what do you think? So tell me your thoughts should I do it or just try to ignore it. Thanks

Days 153-168 Time for an update and some new changes I will be doing. The first thing is now that my new routine is working I will be adding in movie projects in addition to this to see how well will it work basically I want to get more movie projects out there a lot quicker and doing one step at a time is not going to cut it. Plus each day would focus on different project, This and I will be cutting back on human Japanese for now, what I mean is I want to be-be able to recognize all the hiragana in entirety. I will be still practicing the hiragana I m just gonna go over some chapters until I recognize the character without having to look at my notes plus I have a poster in my room that is Japanese and would be nice to see if I could translate it. The other thing I aiming for is March for my youtube channel which I will be uploading series, movies, and reviews eventually on theirs. Now that I have things more established here, though I have no intention to go back and forth with VR have no idea why but don't worry I have no plans to return to gaming. Plus I found a social group but it might take some time before we can go out there. Mondays 1.Human Japanese 2.Youtube series Tuesday 1.Movie project (this will be more for my ambitious projects) wed. Reviews Another movie series thursday grammer girl Small movie projects That is at least the goal plan for this week and I have been looking at eventbrite for other activictes to do my area so I m trying though sometimes I do feel stuck it like someone telling you "I want you to be more than this" then saying "I dont know if you should expand that far and only stick with where you are at." That what I get from my parents sometimes a condierdiction. By the way I did not realize what I was doing until I thought about this whole media detox I have been doing expect news (which strangely does not bother me as much and not big distraction as I thought it would be.) is also getting rid of this interent addiction. That it for today thanks for reading what are you grateful for? Grateful 1.God 2.Church 3.family 4.: Life 5.content with everything I have

I just thought I share with you all you the website (well I have the disks) that I m learning human Japanese here it is http://www.humanjapanese.com/products

Days 145-152 I have made it this month using my new routine and now looking at adding an extra day for next month for smaller projects to get out more efficiently and I m not working on one at a time all the time. As of right now I m going to add small movies projects on Thursdays so I can complete them. This is no way to interfere with my main project though. As of right now Thursdays are like the only do I do not use my pc since I have a book call grammar girl I have been learning from but starting feb. 5 I will add this to my routine so that a few small projects can be complete and I make movies a lot quicker to depending on the project. Now do want to discuss something I have touch on before and am still trying to find a solution for it, and it finding a good social group. Just give you brief history back in 2014 I had put up all my console games and had signed up to four different dating site, I emailed, I look at profiles, but at last, I had no luck on any of them. Then I went to few social groups, let just say they were more people with more severe needs so I quit those social groups, in 2015 I did join a Christian dating site liked and have considered joining back but I had found no luck with them either. My mom has provided resources for me but it seems they are people with a more severe case than mine or they are limited to a certain age group. So I joined here and signed up with meetup but at last no luck either because a lot of them were too far from a distance of driving for me. Now I did find Eventbrite app which is about close as I m gonna get to find events in my area. There are plenty of stuff but it seems either kid stuff or some type of a workshop of some kind. Not that I do not mind that. I was able to find a single group which just turned out to be another bible study thing. I go to church and everything but rarely talk to people not because I don't like them but it takes about a month for me to feel comfortable. The question I have am I running from what I want to do or am I trying? The second thing is the only way for me to get a social group together would be to create one and I have few ideas on how it be presented. So I just wanted to tell you I have not tried to believe me I have and it seems like I cant get passed causal conversations, I want to hang out and date but maybe I should be waiting on that and focus on goals right now, plus I m considering how to spend less time on pc as well. So that what has been on the mind of late. Plus I thought I show you all some of my hiragana that I have been practicing of late Grateful: 1.God 2.Church 3.Family 4.Life

Days 139-144 It will be 21 days this Sunday since I have been doing this routine of mine with no media expect weekends which means it breaks the habit I hope of being online all the time. Now starting Monday I will be focusing on improving my health that goes beyond exercise and eating healthy so I can feel better about myself. Some you may ask why I did not focus on that first well that because in the past when I did I never went through with it and probably would have not focused on my goals as I m now. I decided to work on my goals first so I have something established this month before going to health that way I can keep going and finding new ways to improve myself. The second thing I have been considering though I m not sure I really want to do it is add news to the no media detox. The reason being is to get my focus more on reality rather than fantasy. That why I m considering it but what are your thoughts about adding it in there. By the way, it would only be a news app I have not going to the website per say that is still off limits and quite enjoying myself not having media as a distraction. Facebook will be open temporarily so I can get info on something but it only allowed in the group I know of anime Atlanta weekend other than that I cant do anything else. Once I have the info I need then it will go completely blocked again. To give you guys and gals depending on which one an idea of what I m doing 1.Jan 1-21 Goals 2.Jan 22-Feb 10 Health 3.Feb 10- March 3 social events Grateful: 1.God 2.Church 3.PC I have 4.Family 5.communities 6.Life 7.Everything else I cant think of. That it for today but hopefully see the strategy m going for. Have a wonderful day.

I failed to metion how to view my movies on that site so I gonna give you some more clear directions on how to navigate so it does not confuse you. 1.Click the link 2.What Your Passion? movie should appear 3.To right where it said zeke365 click on that 4.Then to your right, you will see 14 videos click on that 5.That should give you list of all the movies I have made so far. I hope this clears up some confusion cause some you may have click on my profile and thought a temporary night or other movies on top were mines and they are not but ones I have liked. Thanks for viewing them and leave a comment if you like to on each movie,

Days 132-138 Now that I have established some goals in my life, I m going to be looking at other areas I can improve on in my life. What I m doing now is going to be for 21 days to break a habit after that I will announce what my next goal will be next week but it will not interfere with the first one and may make a few exceptions temporarily. The second thing is that there not there is not anything to do but all feel just bleh like more for kids or learning sales of some type is what I have found, in order for me to achieve something in this area I m going to make something happen but I won't be doing it just yet why I need have plan on how to do it and where to do something like this but for now I m only focused on a couple of goals to help improve myself first then seek doing other things. Grateful: 1.God 2.Prayer 3.Church 4.Family 5.Grandparents 6.Life 7.coumminities I m apart of That it for this week, will see you next week, have a wonderful day.

Thanks for joining the forums and if its any consolation to you I m having a hard time finding events to do in my area my age too. The second thing I think you should speak positively about yourself think of the good it does for you, think of what you want to accomplish but take one step at a time and you get there. So first start writing positive stuff and let us know if you need help.

Days 124-131 I did my first week on my new routine and I am quite enjoying it right now so I will be continuing this same routine next week for awhile and hey at least I m getting some of the goals done, kinda wish I could do other goals on other days but if I do that then, I mess this up which focus on five goals at time with one day pursuing them, plus I m trying to figure out to make things even more efficient where I can get even more work done, The second thing I must say is I can only handle about 2 hours of something then my brain shuts off like you can't study anymore and you have to wait for the next day to recharge. Thirdly I forgot to mention in the media detox is that Fridays are allowed after 3:00 pm. So basically the media detox is Monday thru Thursday then open on Friday starting at 3:00 pm on Sunday night. I should mention something else to I will not be able to do many uploads to youtube just yet, I think what I might do is aim for March releases on youtube with the stuff I m working on that way I have some content built up and can continuing uploading videos. I welcome you all to the new year and hope to see everyone lives change and start pursuing those dreams of yours. Grateful: 1.God 2.Church 3.Family 4.Life 5.My Job 6.All the community I m apart of. 7.All of you Have a blessed day.

For those who do not know I have actually made my own movies as sort of side hobby right now but here a link to the latest one I created a couple months back, plus if you click on my profile you will see some other movies I have made and see where I came from and where I m going. here a link if anyone is interested http://movies.tmunderground.com/watch/what-s-your-passion

Days 115-123 I have to confess I almost relapse not quite but awhile back I remember something call wallpaper engine (which you have to buy through steam which I was not about to do that) so I found the official site and downloaded some free ones and they're quite neat. Basically you download other peoples creation from the website and the wallpaper moves like say ocean scene where you see the ocean moving, or rain or even landscapes but not livable on macs so no luck there, I decided to get rid of it because it might open the door to gaming again and I really did not want to go to steam buy it then have it off it again. Plus I made the mistake of watching tech channels again now I could care less about benchmarks and all that but I like one channel because of the way he explain things in very informative way where you leave learning something new like he show how amd cpu work and how they compare in benchmarks and everything but I had to stop myself before going down that rabbit hole again. The second thing I did is for the first time I overclocked my gpu which was quite fun to be honst but my main reason was I wanted to see if I could improve rendering time on my pc since it extreamly slow, I still have the numbers I overclocked it at which is about the highest I could get it. If you think I should get rid of this let me know. The paper with the numbers. The second thing I have been doing is cleaning up my pc doing multi scans for virus, malware, etc. to make sure my pc is safe then getting rid of my two apps on my phone and pc called kino VR and Trinus VR since in reality there designed more for gaming and it something I trying to get rid of plus I was not using them all that much anyway so it was sort of waste to have them there. The third thing I did and took me forever to figure out is deleted the bookmarks to my favorite websites cause I wanted to type in the top coner and not pull them up but for the longest, I did not realize they were still bookmarked no matter how much I cleaned history etc. Now it completely off and I really don't have anymore tie ends to gaming anymore. Fourth I want Jan. 1, 2018 to be a fresh start and not to bring anything into the new year so I can push my life forward. I have also realized a couple of things one is I tend to do too many things at once so when I would do faith-based stuff I would do 3 at a time and it just too overwhelming so I m spreading out a little more as well, plus I have google calendar to keep myself straight on each project. How am I going to do this well first starter I m only going to do one thing per day Mon-Fridays. This way I can get to some my goals without overwhelming myself because if I focus only one goal all the time it will take to long but this should speed up the process without overwhelming me. The fifth thing is I will return my media detox starting Monday this means all websites that I visit the most and here will be blocked on purpose to keep my focus on goals I want to accomplish out of life. Six here an outline of what I will be doing and am quite proud of it (this excludes work and mundane tasks like eating or waking up) 1.Monday: Human Japanese 4:00-5:00pm (depending on how I m feeling but even I have limits on how much I can learn besides it a langunge I wanted to learn anywase since I watch anime it would be nice to know what their saying and go visit there one day.) 2.Tuseday: Movie project 4:00-6:00pm (this will be any movie project I work will be on this day) 3.Wensday: Gym 10:00-11:00am Review projects 1-2pm (this will be quite new to me but I realize I had a lot cool stuff that I could review that not widely spread and hopefully get more people more intersted) Now there an expection to the rule on media detox because I doing review which is only allowed crunchyroll website will be open on wed. part of the reason is when I working on other reveiws at least I have these down by the time the others upoaded. 4.Thursday: Gym: 10-11am (expect when it when warm then maybe a walk around the neigherboohood.) Grammer girl 1-2:00pm Idea day 4:00-500pm the basic idea of idea of is what new ideas can I come up with or what has insipered me or making something that never been done before in moves or other things. 5.Friday: Youtube uploading/marketing which is basicly as you see it a youtube channel I do have but I like to get more videos on it and get started and hopefully build a community based on it at least that the dream and I already know my target audiance and how to be different enough so I not in battling arena of all the same thing. Saturdays and sundays are my relax days so no work on this days Plus I m setting new crewfew for myself at 8:30 so I can listen to audio faith based for 1 hour and lights out at 10:00pm 7.Everything will be freash for me so I choose to get rid of everything that related to gaming and next year I gonna soar like engle. 8.I will be going on keto deit starting jan. 2 to hopefully lose weight and build mussle as well.Grateful for: 1.God 2.Church 3.Game quitters community 4.Family 5.Life 6.Our dog 7.Fresh air 8.My Job That it for today have wonderful day

welcome it takes time, what are some of your goals that you like to accomplish? (other than quitting games as you are right now)

Days 108-114 Confession time: I have a confession to make when I started this 90 day detox I did uninstall all my games on pc but keep my accounts open because I was unsure how well the system to work, the reason is because it takes me a bit longer to realize what I m doing and where I going. So I keep them up until last Sunday cause I was afraid it was going to be another disappointment. Then last Monday I decided I did not want to live with those accounts in the new year. So I asked the company and other sites like steam, online game, and gog plus other sites to delete my accounts since some them I cannot delete on my own. When I did this it felt like big relief go over me like why was I holding back. I have now severed all accounts that I know of that connected to gaming. That is the only reason I went there, I did not check anything just emailed and went away. Plus at the beginning of the year pc or December 31 more likely I will be getting rid of all my bookmarks (some seem to be saved even after I deleted the bookmarks) and hopefully have a fresh new start. The 90 days was no way a waste of time but took me this long to realize I needed to do this because I have big dreams I gonna accomplish next year and I do not need that weighing me down. Plus I m looking at a way to delete iPhone games from their store in the icloud where I can permanently delete them and would have to repurchase them if I wanted them again. I m going to start fresh in 2018 Grateful: 1.God 2.My Job 3.Family 4.Church 5.My stuffed bunny That it for today. Have a wonderful evening.

Days 98-107 Okay, I have few things I have been doing to help me out next year. The first thing I will be returning my media detox because of it extremely helpful when I put myself in a position with no else to do but my own ideas. Second I downloaded google calendar where I organized the days I want to work around my secducle at work. Thirdly I cant share details but I will show you what I have so far starting Jan. 1 2018 Media detox would be Monday through Thursday only. Which means no youtube, facebook, apps, just email is allowed. 1.Monday learn Japanese 2.Movie Project 3.Review products 4.Grammer skills/ new ideas 5.Youtube marketing meaning marketing my videos to a wide audience. I m still looking at over events to do in my area but for now, I mostly gonna focus on these goals. Grateful 1.God 2.Family 3.My cute stuffed bunny (too cute and too soft very accidcting) 4.Other communities I m apart 5.My Church Until next time

Days 86-97 Yippe I passed the 90-day mark, how do I feel great for hitting this accomplishment. Now I did the 2 things download VR the app on phone and role play which is fun but I like to do it once in awhile not all the time. Do I have game craving sometimes but their not as intense as they used to be but I did do a test experiment I wanted to record this scene from a visual novel and playing in VR and I did for a little bit and enjoyed it but not something I really want to go back to. I see my life pushing forward and right now I m in a period with dealing with 2 branches or roots that had to be broken off. The first one is and the 2nd one I m learning exactly what it is and trying to come up with a solution. Plus I m looking for other ways push my life forward as well. So if your wondering on plan I have something worked out but time wise trying to figure workarounds on this, 1.Finish movie project 2.Doing reviews on (Christian media), (reviews on clean anime), etc. This will be something new to me but I have plenty of products I could review that is not mainstream for the most part. The problem with video review which I like to do is copyright infringement. So I will be more focused on that next year. My goal is to move forward in the next few years with hopefully youtube channel going as well. Trying to sort them out is a pain sometimes since I have all these ideas but sometimes do not know where to start. Ps. I went to visited my biologic dad last week in Arizona and went to gold mine, and Asian festival (which is more of my thing) so I got few things from there plus last week was my birthday Dec. 2. Grateful 1.Family 2.My dad 3.My sister 4.grandparents 5.God 6.Church 7.Life 8.Our dog 9.Music 10.Movies

Days 80-85 Thanks workinprogess, I did just that reread everything up to know and it kind made me feel better about things. Plus I see each layer being peeled way as well. Now I do need to confess that I did not do the media detox this week instead I had to research a recipe for thanksgiving where each of us made our own dish, which very simple. I made garlic french style green beans with the recpiece. It was really good. I know I have said this before but it becoming bothersome when your parents are sort of forcing you to play, I kind wonder if there addicted without even realizing it. The reason for me saying no so many times and they keep insisting me play though more for my benefit and I m still trying to come over this addiction. I did play piano game they seem to be really into and after I played I felt nothing. It was fun and boring at the same time. Seems like they always obsess about a new app on, they still do their stuff normally but this piano is far worse than others since there more on it than anything. The other issue I have is when they want me to do other things than hibernate as they call it but unfortunately do not give me suggestion on how to do it, sometimes it feels like I can accomplish or surpass them but it null and avoid even if I m trying something new going library,gym, etc. heck even window shopping does not matter sometimes and I feel like what are trying to tell me and have yet to get answer. I do not like to say that about my parents but since I under their roof I live by their rules. I feel proud for what I accomplished here that not, I guess sometimes I feel abandoned like no matter how hard you try your always missing something. Plus I go out eat with them and try to hang out family events as well. Since most my ideas are on pc its kind hard to do stuff outside it, heck I even go to church and trying to make friends at singles groups and it like it does matter. Any ideas on what there wanting or is my answer in front of me? Grateful: 1.My job 2.Abby 3.Parents 4.Myself 5.communitiesh 6.Church 7.family I should not once I hit the 90 day detox I m gonna being two things not returning to gaming but I want try this role playing thing on the app and watch vr videos plus I m making a stagtery to push my life forward a little more which I will probably begin at the beginning of the year Plus for now I m not going do the media detox till the beginning of the year so I do not have holidays in front of me as well.

I’m in similar situation where I was consuming so much that I added media detox to my routine. Do it gradually don’t try to do all of at once cause you will burn yourself out trying to do it all. trick I use is when I fast what distracted me or doing the most in that year and whatever it was that what I d fast. i say just eliminate YouTube for awhile then start dwindling down others. but don’t be surprised if I don’t respond because I’m in my own media detox which only allows me here on weekends.

Days 71-79 Okay I have kind of learned a few things about myself while taking this media type of fast and did not realize it until now. I just learned how I really don't belevie in myself and I m mean I really don't believe I can accomplish anything this why I start something and never complete it or in the time frame I want plus it also explains alot about myself at the same time plus this has been been so ingrained into me that trying to undo this thinking is going to be extremely hard because I have believed this lie for so long. Just saying it wont help because I had people say I can do things and yet felt more guilt and pressure. Trust me I want to move forward but it took this media detox for me to realize this and how I have been listening to negative things but when I listen to cam and the podcast I feel more positive during my day. I have also scrapped the 50,000 words challenge because most of the time I have been focused on my movie project which based on a story I wrote. I am considering keeping this website open maybe next month cause I want to do 1 more week of this media detox and go from there. Thanks for reading Grateful 1.Church 2.God 3.Family 4.life 5.Our dog 6.My other dad 7.Mom 8.Aunt 9.Grandparnets 10,Everyone here. I will see you next week and plus I m thinking of expanding the detox to 180 days.

Days 65-70 Last week I told you all I had a big announcement well here it is I have job now and it today was my first day working and I am really enjoying it so far. The second thing is I worked on some more on my project but this week was one those weeks where no matter how many times you try to sit and do something something else came up that was more important. Another project I m in but still have not found time to write is writing 50.000 words in 1 month and I v only written 3000 like I said one of those weeks. Plus I celebrated my 1 week on this no media detox it not as hard as I thought it be so I will be counituining this next week to and I m getting ideas on other task I like to takle. That it for today grateful: 1.Family 2.gamequitters community 3.returning to faith based stuff once again 4. Chuch

Days 60-64 Well I decided instead of doing the 4 things I wanted to do is focus on the 2 main goals this month. The goal is to compete a writing challenge where I have to write 50,000 words in 1 month and the movie project will be my other the other thing I will work on as not to overwhelm myself and to hopefully get something done this week. I have some big news but it will have to wait until I can offically annouse this news at least for now. Starting tomorrow I will be doing my own media detox with only emails and few contest I enter will be kept up on but will not be allowed here till Friday cause even here I find it distracting waiting for notification (not say that bad thing) I just need to focus my attention on my projects and putting myself in position where I do not have online Monday through Thursday. I m doing this to help myself out I hope all of you understand where I m coming from. Grateful 1.God 2.Jesus 3.Church 4.communicates I m apart of 5.family

Honestly I think it be best to cut out the YouTube and whatever else is discriminating you from your work, it gradual detox you cant do it all at once, heck when I started my gaming detox I did not just get everything at once it was gradual process until I realized I was wasting 30mins and decided to try a weekend detox. Don't let it discourage you cause the first week is the hardest and gets easier from their.

welcome to the forums and I agree with you media is distracting. I went with limiting internet to weekends only with my exceptional few. You can do it pull through and get some of your goals done.

Day 59 I have decided starting tomorrow I will implement some of this routine in not all of it until this internship. Then I will implement the full routunie the following Monday. It's to give you a heads up on what I m doing and won't not leaving just wont be writing in here as much. So basically for now until the internship starts I will be allowed ONLY Gamequitters forum, podcast, and email all the rest has to be done on weekends on Friday Saturday and Sunday. This is for this week. This is to reduce my time online and start getting some my goals done and believe me I have more than one goal that I have yet put up here. Honestly I see no way around it even if I put internet in most of the time I have actually been spending less and less time online. Starting NOv. 6 I will not be writing in here till Friday this both to help me and you to let you know what going on and what I m about to to do. I hope all of you understand. So starting tomorrow no internet expect podcast, gamequitters forums, heck not even my animo app or Facebook will be allowed or any otherwise but all those sites will release on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday for the month of November with the exception of my trip in November but that towards the end. email will be allowed but nothing else next week. Grateful 1.Family 2.God 3.My Bible 4.Gamequitters 5.Crunchyroll

Day 57-58 Well today I m gonna reveal what I am about to do and it something I had been thinking about for sometime. The current routine I m not even following anymore right now, so I created a new routine in which I can accomplish goals faster and more efficiently, the sacrifice I had to make is go without internet, What I mean is not matter how I put it the routine it never worked well. Iphone will still be used but it will be limited to news stories only so in this way I can accomplish some my goals. Internet will be used as a reward system for Friday Saturday and Sunday but Monday through Thursday it will not be used. These projects are still on pc expect grammar girl and those who think this might be too much I think it about the right amount to have something accomplished. This will be begin on November 1 and we will see how it goes. The second thing is I m going to have do in the afternoon for I have temporary job starting next Monday so that why it will be set up the way it is. might be able to hit gym on weekends don't know yet. New Routine 1.Movie Project 3:00-4:00pm 2.Writers challenge 4:30-5:30 3.Human Japanese 6:00-7:00 4.grammer skills 7:00-8:00 Grateful for: 1.Ideas 2.Imangation 3.My friends 4.Church 5.Family