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  1. As an evangelical christian, your history with God and how you're getting away from him is very confusing, and yet, it would be unhelpful to only say that. Just remember that what is "normal" and what's "crazy" is defined by peoples views of the world. This is what makes the people who gamed with us find us crazy now, while we find each other normal. We can also take it one step further analyse the minds of psychopaths and highly sensity people. One hurts people for their own benefits, the other can't stand pain at a point where they donate a kidney to a complete stranger. Both find what they do normal and what the other do crazy. So, just live your life to the fullest friend. You're capable and you'll sure get to know God eventually.
  2. Hello there, I'm Aiyoshi and from today onwards well be together into a recovery journey, from cross addiction. For those who are unfamiliar with the term, cross addiction is simply the addiction to more than one thing. It often happens by trading an addiction for another and this second one, will always lead to the first. To this journal they are Gaming as the trade and Porn as the original. Because of that I'll count days of those 2 together, with today being zero because of porn even if yesterday was the day I gamed all day long. For now, there's a lot of things to be done in order solve the underlying problems of addiction and solve abstinence problems, like boredom for example. Currently I'm sick and procastinating the task of raising money to go freelance as a translator. There's also an ebook to finish (How to Make Friends and Influence People), a few languages to learn and get proficient at, a audiobook, going outside is for tomorrow and writting this only serves to say "BE MORE PRODUCTIVE!"
  3. Hi there, I'm Aiyoshi and I've been fighting porn addiction for 7 months now, something started at 12. Howerever, my gaming habit that started at 3, also became problematic during that time. Those have been together ever since, with 1200+ hours of League of Legends, 500+ hours of the Dark Souls Franchise and Bloodborn, 2 years of Cabal Online, around R$2000,00 spent on Grand Chase cash, months of R-18 modding of Vindictus, Skyrim, Others and most of last year spent with visual novels and eroges. Dispite all that I still turned a blind eye to gaming and used it to stay away from PMO (Porn, Masturbation, Orgasm.) Howerever after 90 hours of Persona 5 and questionings of "what am I doing with my life?" It became clear as water that gaming lead to PMO cravings, which lead me here. So, thanks in advance for your help and patience. Have a nice day!
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