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Schwing

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  • Birthday 02/22/2000

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  1. Schwing added a post in a topic The Warrior's Infinite Opus   

    130 days
    Days porn free: 13
    Today I left my comfort zone by:
    Talking to 1 person I don't usually talk toRoutine:
    Get up 6:30 (8:30 weekend)BioenergeticsCold showerMeditation50 exp duolingoPhysical activityStudy or read 1 hourArt 1 hourGoal from yesterday done?:
    No I actually have quite a bit of stuff I need to do still
    Thoughts and Feelings:
    My late wake up streak is growing.Ordinary school day. Nothing special.Came home. Slayed the work out! I tried squatting with the dumbbells by my sides instead of being raised above my shoulders. I did 10kg on lunges, deadlifts and squatsThis album is fucking dope. So is the art. (Nofap trigger warning- naked woman inside)StudiedShit. it looks like I did nothing today but it felt like a lot haha. Tasks and achievements:
    Physical: workoutMental: studyingSpiritual: What I am grateful for:
    MetalNo fap record broken.I can flex my pecs now.manga and coffee@Simms for workout advice.What I have learnt from today:
    No fap. It's all in the resolve. I formally swore and oath to everyone to not watch porn. I have a strong emotional attachment to this oath and very little can phase it. I had urges today and I destroyed them with remembering my oath and the countless times I have fallen to porn.Need to get back into the swing of things.Tomorrow I will leave my comfort zone by:
    Talking to 3 people I don't usually talk to.Goal for tomorrow:
    Get up early and do the thing
    Goal for the month:
    Finish all my coursework. Beat nofap
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  2. Schwing added a post in a topic Kaizen - The Quest for Neverending Self-Improvement   

    True shit. But sometimes I just can't stand the loneliness.
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  3. Schwing added a post in a topic The Warrior's Infinite Opus   

    I tried a squat but I couldn't support the weights with my hands properly and they curled inwards. Maybe bad positioning? I'll try again tonight and let you know.
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  4. Schwing added a post in a topic The Warrior's Infinite Opus   

    129 days
    Days porn free: 12
    Today I left my comfort zone by:
    Talking to 3 people I don't usually talk toRoutine:
    Get up 6:30 (8:30 weekend)BioenergeticsCold showerMeditation50 exp duolingoPhysical activityStudy or read 1 hourArt 1 hourGoal from yesterday done?:
    yeeeeeeeeeeeee
    Thoughts and Feelings:
    I woke up at 6:30 and the same shit happened from yesterdayStandard school day. Running was cancelled because of bad weather so I finished my coursework instead.Vagabond is the shit! Still waiting for new berserk chapters thoughRowed 2km when I got home.did energising routinelooked at uni stuff. Was looking at industry placements in particular.Did some art. Drawing up a comic. It's very sketchy right now. but as I get more confident I'll make the panels more elaborate. Tasks and achievements:
    Physical: rowingMental: studying, art, uni researchSpiritual: cold shower, bioenergeticsWhat I am grateful for:
    MetalNo fap record is approaching. Gotta hold out tonight and I beat it by a dayKeeping up with drawing. I am getting better!Bad weatherBlack trenchcoats. Haha I love that thing. Doesn't make me look like a school shooter at all.What I have learnt from today:
    Just because I'm going to beat my nofap record; doesn't mean I get to PMO. Fuck thatTomorrow I will leave my comfort zone by:
    Talking to 3 people I don't usually talk to.Goal for tomorrow:
    Hand in coursework
    Goal for the month:
    Finish all my coursework. Beat nofap
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  5. Schwing added a post in a topic Schwing's Art   

    I'm making a comic. Check it out.



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  6. Schwing added a post in a topic The mountains are calling...   

    What do you classify as mindless surfing? I find that I sometimes meander off when I look something up online. Everyone's mind likes to wonder from time to time. Try and avoid sites that lead you off on tangents. When I start up my pc i only visit two sites: the forums, deviant art. I also go in with an idea of what I want to do (check posts).
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  7. Schwing added a post in a topic Schwing's Art   

    You actually like that thing? You high or something hahahahaha
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  8. Schwing added a post in a topic Kaizen - The Quest for Neverending Self-Improvement   

    I'm just a highschool kid...unfortunately.
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  9. Schwing added a post in a topic The Warrior's Infinite Opus   

    128 days
    Days porn free: 11
    Today I left my comfort zone by:
    Talking to 3 people I don't usually talk toRoutine:
    Get up 6:30 (8:30 weekend)BioenergeticsCold showerMeditation50 exp duolingoPhysical activityStudy or read 1 hourArt 1 hourGoal from yesterday done?:
    Well. I didn't exactly slay anything but I did it pretty damn good!
    Thoughts and Feelings:
    I woke up at 6:30 and was like "Nah fuck this" and went back to sleep.Went to a university conference thing. Plenty of opportunities to talk to random people. Didn't do it though.Came home worked out. Tried to lift 10kg each on dumbbells! Fuck my life. never trying that again.Went upstairs and did some art. Drew up some panels for a comic. Noice Tasks and achievements:
    Physical: workoutMental: studying, learning german, artSpiritual: cold showerWhat I am grateful for:
    Metal11 days nofap streak HAHA! I will do this!Access to educationhomemade pizzaWhat I have learnt from today:
    Stoner metal is pretty dope. No pun intended.Tomorrow I will leave my comfort zone by:
    Talk to 3 people I don't usually talk to.Goal for tomorrow:
    Look at university stuff
    Goal for the month:
    Finish all my coursework. Beat nofap
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  10. Schwing added a post in a topic The mountains are calling...   

    What do you mean by 'detail work'?
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  11. Schwing added a post in a topic Kaizen - The Quest for Neverending Self-Improvement   

    You doing a bachelor's degree? What on?
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  12. Schwing added a post in a topic My journal: Gaming in moderation   

    Consequence? I tried attaching a rubber band to my wrist and smacking myself with it. Didn't help at all. The thing is you just have to maintain the balance in your life between two things. Work hard; play hard. If you didn't do something when you should have done it: who cares? Next time you are confronted with a similar situation remember what happened this time round and say "No I will do it!"
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  13. Schwing added a post in a topic The Warrior's Infinite Opus   

    127 days
    Days porn free: 10
    Today I left my comfort zone by:
    Talking to 3 people I don't usually talk to. I spoke to someone randomly! He didn't reply though. Must have thought I was retarded or something.Running through wind and rain. Lots of it.Routine:
    Get up 6:30 (8:30 weekend)BioenergeticsCold showerMeditation50 exp duolingoPhysical activityStudy or read 1 hourArt 1 hourGoal from yesterday done?:
    Yeeee. Finished everything bar one thing.
    Thoughts and Feelings:
    I woke up at 6:30 just fine but I slumped back to sleep again.I have been feeling pretty manly these past few days. Super deep voice. Nice.Did some art when I got home. I will draw up some panels for a comic tomorrow. Once I figure out a short storyTomorrow I will go on a trip all day to a university conference.I haven't done a post yet for the case studies! Shit! Sorry @Cam Adair Tasks and achievements:
    Physical: runningMental: studying, learning german, artSpiritual: cold shower, bioenergetics, meditationWhat I am grateful for:
    MetalNice haircutHB pencilsmy boi @destoroyah for always posting on my deviant art. you can see what I draw here10 days nofap! 3 more and I beat my recordWhat I have learnt from today:
    My personality and attitude has changed significantly over the past 4 monthsI can't stop drawing!Tomorrow I will leave my comfort zone by:
    Talk to 3 people I don't usually talk to.Goal for tomorrow:
    SLAY YOUR WORKOUT
    Goal for the month:
    Finish all my coursework. Beat nofap
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  14. Schwing added a post in a topic Schwing's Art   

    Check out my deviant art
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  15. Schwing added a post in a topic The Warrior's Infinite Opus   

    126 days
    Days porn free: 9
    Today I left my comfort zone by:
    Nothing! My sunrise run was cancelled because some big fuck off storm was blowing outsideRoutine:
    Get up 6:30 (8:30 weekend)BioenergeticsCold showerMeditation50 exp duolingoPhysical activityStudy or read 1 hourArt 1 hourGoal from yesterday done?:
    Did as much as I could. I get demoralised sometimes when I study because I think: "what am I doing? Do I really want to be an engineer or do I want to be an artist?"
    Thoughts and Feelings:
    I woke up at 5:30 as planned. felt like I could get up easy. But then I heard the storm outside and was like "nah". And then I went back to sleep.Did energising routineAte my lunch and read manga at the same time. I finished berserk a while ago actually. Can't wait for the new chapters to be released! I started reading Vagabond. So good!Studied. Got shit done but I didn't finish. Teachers have decided to give me homework all in the same span of 2 days.Beat nofap urges! I said to myself "NO I SWORE AN OATH!". I got burnt out studying so I just stopped. Best not push myself too hard or I'll just fuck myself and my work up.Did some art. I have been musing about making my own graphic novel lately! Set on a alternate earth in a futuristic dystopia. Where ancient brooding dark forces of times long past seek to usurp technology's reign. Sounds kinky. But I will have to practice first. I have been taking notes for a book on a more fantasy premise. I'm sure I can transfer them over well enough.Did accountability call. The topic was altruism and if it is all it's made out to be. Tasks and achievements:
    Physical: rest dayMental: studying, learning german, artSpiritual: cold shower, bioenergetics, meditationWhat I am grateful for:
    MetalMy imagination!The accountability call for being very enjoyableShort hair. Love stroking the back of my headvagabondMy oath of fealty to NoFap!What I have learnt from today:
    Keep engineering. Either way you will be haunted by the ideas of what could have been.Only study 2 hours at a time. Take a big break between blocksTomorrow I will leave my comfort zone by:
    Talk to 3 people I don't usually talk to.Goal for tomorrow:
    Study hard
    Goal for the month:
    Finish all my coursework. Beat nofap
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