"Be open to all outcomes, but attached to none."
MiztaWildCard#! added a topic in Celebrate90 days goal done.I stopped on the 22nd/23rd of June. I had to give away my Battle.net account to a poor Venezuelan boy. My carpel tunnel has gone now, it's nice having feeling back in my left hand again. I do however play wii lego games with my niece and nephew on Sundays if they are down. When they go I pack up the wii and put it back in the draw since lego games don't engross me.
Apart from that I haven't played any mobile games, flash games, consoles or pc's. I have been watching a lot of letsplays on youtube which I'll definately need to cut out. Sometimes I get lonely, that makes me want to seek the company of friends rather than the hazey flicker of a monitor. Maybe it'll make me want to try dating again but I'll probably be too busy anyway.
For the last month I have been working on starting a restaurant in my home city. Everything seems to be slotting in well at the moment and the numbers currently look promising. For the last couple of days I been wanting to buy overwatch again and start gaming. I know this is a bad idea, both restauranting and gaming would take up 28 hours out of a day.
I been dancing again and trying to get involved socially. Out of all the wrong things I done 3 years ago, stopping dancing was the worst.
Anyway, thanks. There's a good chance I wouldn't have moved on without this website and Cam's support.
Well back to the spreadsheets, good luck to everyone with their detox.
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MiztaWildCard#! added a topic in CelebrateI'm still hereI haven't been doing my challenges or logs or daily errands for a while now. I personally feel it's ok since I'm taking in much more from this visit to China. I'm tired and under rested, against my efforts of learning Chinese my communication is hit and miss with a population that don't speak English. The signs, notices, roads and places are all in Chinese which little I understand. The weather is humid, sticky and boiling with terrential rain at times. The air is off the scale polluted, streets are dirty and most toilets are squatters with no available toilet paper. My digestive system is doing gymnatics at times because I'm not use to the food, which doesn't help with the toilet situation. I have travel anxiety where I get nervous that on a coach or train I'm going to piss myself, even though I don't need to go. I'm 1000's of miles from home, my mobile has a battery life of a lemming, my cash card been declined from fraud protection. There is no youtube, google maps, google drive, google search, google anything, the alternative is in Chinese. I'm over my head, overwhelmed, under rested, mostly lost with no real plan to speak of.
At this moment I am happy. I have good friends who try to help me out as much as they can. I met 3 people on a hiking trip to the great wall who I regard such appreciation for. One of which paid for my flight to inner mongolia and my taxi to the airport. I finally have the cash card working to pay her back.
I even had a random kid today buy me an icecream out of the blue.
I have some plan when I come back home. Things to work on. I'll be continuing on with my challenge, my daily workload.
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